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Monday, January 31, 2005

sweet sixteen~!!!

muahahaha... i'm finally 16.. sweet sixteen~!

yday neva update coz got band den rather tired aRhxz.. summore after band went for dinner wit deaR den after 12am den went home.. coz countdown b'dae mahx.. kekekex..

boohoo~! i bu guai.. 1st min of my b'dae still make my deaR angry.. soo sowee deaR..

den today.. we went sentosa.. took a lot a lot of pics.. kekeke.. muahaha.. i juz simply love spendin my b'dae wit my deaRdeaR.. how i wished the time would juz stop rite at that moment.. wit juz mi and him.. heeZ.. oh ya.. and 1st prezzie i receive was frm deaR.. a fossil.. *mUacKkzZz* aRghx~!!!! i love ya soo much.. but i tink diz gift a bit too ex liaox le lehx.. actualli not onli diz gift.. everiting u've given mi too ex.. i'm not worthy for u to spend so much on mi.. kekex.. den my 1st b'dae msg was frm.. yuhanis~!!! *mUacKkKzZz*.. i got 24 sms b'dae messages in total.. and my phone low batt.. so i juz on it and the messages keep floodin in..

my b'dae wisheS..

1st.. world peace.. kekex.. realli realli.. den oso no quarrels between my frenz.. couples.. and everiting.. all my frenz and family to be happi happi de..

2nd.. everiting in my life to go smoothly.. my studies.. my relationships.. my friendships.. my families.. though there are times where there'll be ups & downs.. but i hope i will be able to go through them strongly..

3rd.. secret.. secret.. secret.. kekex..

hApPi biRtHdaY tO mE~!!!

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1:30 PM

2 more dayz!!!!<BR>today.. nth much laRxz.. lesson lesson lohx.. had emath quiz.. wah.. vincent tan damn guo fen lehx.. at 1st i dunno how to do the dunno wat polygon ting den i ask him coz tt day wen he teach i neva cum mahx.. den he bo charb.. den he walk around liaox i juz anihow draw sum line coz i saw the text bk they got draw sum line on the graph.. den he say i see other ppl'z paper.. wat siax.. i dun like u for anihow say mi liddat.. *hump*
after sch had to stay back for ss test coz i didn't tk on tues.. budden i dunno today got test.. onli durin recess den jar tell mi.. so i tell mrs choi say i dunno got lohx.. den she let mi do on mon.. kekex.. den.. went for band.. nth much lohx.. tml sec1s cumin in.. dunno got handsome one a not.. muahaha.. got oso no use.. i dun go for younger guyz lehx.. but i oso dun go for veri old guyz laRxz.. but it seems like i'm wit a rather old guy hoRxz.. kekex..

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3:41 PM

3 more dayz!!!!

boo~! today mi and deaR officially one month liaox.. muahahax.. so short onli.. i wan mani mani more mths.. kekex..

aniway.. had pe today.. did 2.4.. den my stamina dropped liaox siaox siax.. wanna cry liaox laRzx.. aRghzx!!! all the chalories fault.. bla bla bla.. surin chem lesson got back the class quiz did last tues.. i got 28/30.. muahahahx.. so happi.. 93.3%.. hahaha.. den after sch had emath revision test.. siaox liaox laRxz.. out of 40 marks i lose 12 marks liaox.. haix..

after everiting went to east coast wit deaR.. went to eat den stroll down the beach.. the weather today veri nice to walk.. budden a bit bit cold oso aRhxz.. den suddenly deaR gav mi a prezzie for anni.. a tetty bear.. and a card which he spent so much efford makin it.. summore got poem wrote by himself.. *mUacKkzZz* i love ya soo much.. geex.. kekex..

but it seems like mi & deaR fallin sick recently aRhxz.. fever.. running nose.. headache.. aiyoz.. u muz tk care lehx.. if u sick den who tk care of mi siax.. kekex..

hApPi aNniveRsaRy~!!!

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2:45 PM

4 more dayz!!!!<BR>
went to school as normal den had lessons lohx.. kekex.. 3rd period durin geo den started to get headache liaox.. no panadol nth.. so juz ta han lohx.. bo bian mahx..
after school had eng compre test.. tink the paper was rather ok lohx.. kekex.. budden aRhxz.. the puja hoRxz.. until last 3 mins den she tell uz the paper got error.. though rather obvious.. but i still followed the wrong one in the 1st place.. but luckily she gave xtra time so rather ok lohx.. kekex.. after tt stayed in the canteen a while wit von, hui, rom & varun.. the 3 majors plannin the schedule for the sec 1s diz sat and oso wat to get for mr muz on his b'dae.. kekex.. abt 4.30 liddat den left sch liaox lohx..
today got a lot of work to do siax.. even though got headache oso cannot rest.. haix.. ming zhen ku aRhxz.. den tml got whole of sec3 emath test.. den fri still got geo test.. summore i tink vincent tan will giv surprise test on statistics on fri one lohx.. den i dun understand the unequal interval at all siax.. haix.. den muz do revision.. soo mani tingz to do.. how to rest siax..
gtg do work liaox.. tata.. ciaox.. bUaiz bUaiz~! kekex..

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10:07 AM

5 more dayz!!!!

*bleahx*.. i neva go sch today.. =xX coz i overslept.. *oops*.. heh heh..

but i neva slack at home lehx.. did the amath worksheet lehx.. but a lot dunno how to do aRhxz.. den did the geo tys oso.. kekex.. den nth much laRxz.. kekex..

oh ya.. i met t'chua papa yday at tampines mall.. i juz walk walk den sum stranger suddenli stroke my arm.. tot who siax.. heh hehe.. he in army liaox.. though we neva tok.. but can tell frm his hair.. kekex..

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10:15 AM

boo~!.. heeZ.. yday went out wit deaR.. kekex.. ttz nt new huhx.. den we went bugis.. hehe.. tried to find sumting.. but cant find.. we like two idiot stuck in the shop tryin to find tt stupid small ting huhx.. but in the end still cant find.. keke..
after tt we went to tk neo print.. hehe.. 1st time tk wit deaR.. keke.. den the outcome veri veri nice lehx.. muahahaha.. den got one deaR look like model liddat siax.. *yewk*.. =xX.. heeZ..
today.. normal sch lohx.. heeZ.. took back emath class quiz.. 1 mark.. pathetic siax.. kekex.. den after sch had extra science lesson.. gt back phy and chem paper.. i pass my chem.. kekex.. but fail phy.. haix.. but nvm.. i will buck up de.. keke..

countdown 6dayz.. kekeke..

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1:57 PM

yday had band... so lazy to wakey siax.. keke.. but in the end oso dragged out of band lohx.. so sianz siax..

had master class durin sectional time.. new teacher.. he rather cool siax.. not looks aRhxz.. but he played damn well siax.. so cool~!.. by rite we should do the pieces one.. but he end up teachin uz those borin basics.. budden he teach not borin one lehx.. veri fun.. keke..

wah.. now wen hav combine damn squeezey siax.. squeeze like siaox.. can end up bein sandwitch liaox laRxz.. keke.. yday squeeze until yvonne hav to cum infront of mi.. keke.. den mi & johnathan ji siao her.. keke.. play into her ears.. =xX muahaha.. den she like wanna die liddat.. haha.. den john damn lame siax.. he say the score say muz play loud.. so no choice.. haha.. tink yday'z band pract nt say veri sianz laRxz.. quite ok lohx..

after band went out wit deaR.. had dinner wit some other frenz too.. den went kbox.. stayed dere until 2++ near 3 den leave.. den i reached home abt 5.. keke..

countdown 7dayz.. kekeke...

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5:40 AM

today sooo shoik... went out wit jeez.. heeZ.. shoppin practicaly frm 1pm to 9pm.. keke.. went to queensway in the early afternoon.. onli jar got shirts.. den we head to town liaox..
den mi & bao bei went to heeren.. got flesh imp stuff!!! woo~!!! i bought two shirt & a skirt.. den wen i tryin one shirt, i wear wrong side.. den they say the shirt not nice.. den cuttin oso nt nice.. but actualli iz i wear wrong side.. =xX.. den liddat i spent abt $100++ at flesh imp le.. and i got the membership... keke.. den i saw my lao ge & jie jie at heeren..
after tt we went paragon den i got lao ge a ax shirt.. siax laRxz.. i soo gd to him siax.. den we go wisma.. got pacific.. go far east.. go zara.. go sooo mani place siax.. but i neva shop much lehx.. onli bought a few tingz den spent soo much liaox.. i swear i gonna shop again manx!!!!!!!!!! kekeke..
life iz simply sooo amazin!!! juz like wat jar asked mi.. "did u eva tot u would be so gd frenz wit uz".. the ans is NO.. who would eva tot of it siax.. and itz like we guyz click soo well??? got sooo mani tingz we wanna do together.. and i juz simply love hanging wit u guyz... itz been soo long since i had soo much fn wit u all.. though i'm sooo dead tired... but i simply loveya guyz.. JEEZ..<BR>
countdown 9dayz.. kekeke..

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11:50 PM

diz realli sux..

yday.. went to dentist.. the dentist quite cute siax.. keke.. tot tt he'z chi.. but found out he'z a malay.. den i muz tk antibiotics again.. den we calculate how much i muz tk.. at 1st got error.. den calculate until 40+.. if reali 40+ i rather die aRhxz.. keke.. but in the end iz 8.. loLx.. actualli he say make appointment den cum back another day one.. but i ask to cum back after recess.. den he say can.. keke.. den i skipped a bit of hist lesson.. muahaha..

after sch left school wit sarah & von.. took bus wit sarah den go bedok change one.. sumhow sumhow.. sarah forgot diz fri iz rom'z b'dae.. den she haven buy prezzie.. so i ask her go tampines mall buy lohx.. den oso got ppl accompany mi to tamp mahx.. keke.. i suggested gettin him perfume.. den went to adidas to buy.. i decided which one to buy one kkz.. haha.. den waited for shanz to cum.. wen she reached liaox went to buy card den went home liaox.. they bought the card frm 'cards & such'.. v'dae cumin soon le.. den got soo mani nice nice de v'dae cards.. den all the message all sooo sweet soo nice one..

met jar at nite to teach him amath.. he noe nth at all siax.. den havta teach frm basics.. after tt got hungry aRhxz.. den we two cravin for prata.. so went siglap.. i wan paper prata.. but dun hav.. boo~ after we eat liaox den juz sit & tok a while den went off le.. wen reached home chatted wit deaR.. he seems soo unhappy.. & angry... and i felt horribly bad.. i'm soo sorry.. i didn't mean to make u angry.. felt realli realli bad.. i know tt u're angry.. but u did nt scold mi.. did nt nag at mi at all.. i felt so horrible.. i cant help it but cried to slp..

today had pe.. onli run 2 rounds technical block.. den went to hall to do gymnastic.. cool siax~!! tink onli our klaz.. keke.. coz heard tt others classes carried benches & weights.. onli our klaz neva.. mayb coz we reached earlier den her den mi bahave ourselves aRhxz.. keke.. of all the tingz she call uz do.. i can onli do head stand.. kekez.. after recess had amath test.. i suddenli dunno how to do the quest at all siax.. haix.. after sch had math remedial.. after remedial went to video world wit fiona & von to eat.. after tt jun hui came to join uz.. den we left abt 6 liddat..

tml goin shoppin wit J.E.E.Z.. heeZ.. jar.. evelyn.. evie.. zenas.. i gonna shop till crazy manx.. keke.. den havta buy prezzie for mi lao ge.. haven buy for him siax... =xX heeZ.. but he oso haven buy for mi lehx.. not for b'dae.. but he haven giv mi my x'mas prezzie!!!!!!!

countdown 10dayz.. kekeke..

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2:17 PM

gee.. i slept at 10++ last nite!!! keke.. ttz soo damn early.. but i'm still soo damn bloody tired.. aRhxz!!!! can i hav a day which i can sleep for 24/7 & do nothin but sleep??? the ans iz no.. i cant!!! god damn..

aniway.. i choose bladdin, dancin & abseiling for the ce lesson module.. i wish to tk all 3.. haha.. but ttz not possible at all.. given the time i hav diz yr.. haix.. got back amath quiz.. keke.. i pass!!! haha.. i pass amath lehx!!! though itz juz a quiz laRxz.. but i still pass le!!!! cool~!.. muahhaha.. i pass my eng class test too~!!! yeahz yeahz!!!! hehe..

had hist test after sch.. i did not study at all!!! literally neva study at all manx.. den was studyin wit jar.. suddenly he ask mi wy shanz was cryin.. was soo shock.. aiyoz..

shanz aRhxz.. but yao wei le yi ke coconut tree fang qi zhen ge shen ling laRxz.. or.. bu yao wei le yi zhi wu gui after qi zhen ge da hai yang laRxz.. kekeke.. dun sad laRxz.. further more.. tt guy u cant trust de lohx.. nt tt i wanna say bad tingz abt him laRxz.. but realli lohx.. so.. xiang kai dian bahx.. i noe itz nt easy to forget.. but dun coz of him spoil ur mood everiday lohx... nt worth it de.. let the past be ur b.e.a.u.tiful memories.. yeahz?? -smile alwaz-

the hist test was horrible.. cant do at all.. after hist test took back geo test.. tot i can pass siax.. but i fail.. :(.. haix.. but nvm.. coz the test iz phy geo.. i intend to giv up phy geo de lohx.. i wanna focus on human geo.. i can do it!!! keke..

had sectionalz after tt.. but actualli iz combine band.. but chien hian neva tell mi.. den i oso neva bring band tee.. but i went to sectionalz laRxz.. budden wen i go.. chien hian was conductin.. den he treat mi like invisible liddat.. i stand dere soo long loRxz.. god damn u.. u tink u veri gd huhx.. ya laRxz.. ur playin veri gd.. so wat.. u section leader.. not onli u hav to be gd in playin.. but oso a gd leader.. c'mon.. u be leader.. u can be gd leader i noe already studyin in oxford liaox laRxz.. u onli noe how to care abt urself.. improve ur playin.. nothin else.. god damn u.. onli noe how to order ppl do tingz here & dere.. den u urself neva do wat.. wat farkin sl..

i had enuff of band manx.. 3 god damn yrs.. ok laRxz.. ppl can survive 4yrs.. i tot i could.. left juz simply 4 more mths.. i tot i could brace thru it.. but i'm wrong.. in diz section wit such a sl.. c'mon laRxz.. i cant.. i juz cant stand ur bloody farkin attitude.. my band life shall juz stops here.. -END-

ppl.. dun worry abt mi.. juz leave mi totally along today.. once pass midnite.. i'll be fine.. i'll juz forget abt it.. i tink my personality has changed.. whenever i encounter such problems.. i'll juz run away frm it.. and juz forget totally abt it.. like brain wash liddat.. u can say i dun hav the courage to face it.. itz true.. i admit.. but ttz the mi now..

today iz my lao ge'z b'dae.. haha.. u soo old liaox.. i wanna carry baby liaox laRxz!!! faster lehx.. u no longer younger liaox lehx.. another yr older liaox lehx.. muahahaha.. hApPi b'daE~!!!

countdown 12dayz.. kekeke..

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11:03 AM

boo~! today got 3 test.. die like siaox siax.. my amath i damn careless lohx.. aRhxz.. haix.. so sad.. depressed liaox.. keke.. den phy & chem.. oso jia lat laRxz.. die aRhxz die aRhxz..

sianz.. after test & everiting was in the canteen wit zenas.. den juz chat chat wit him lohx.. after tt went bugis to meet deaR den nth much le.. i soo long neva see deaR le.. miSh him soo much.. heeZ.. den tink the nxt time can meet him iz sun le.. ttz like soo mani dayz later lohx.. so sad.. keke..

countdown 13dayz.. kekeke..

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2:18 PM

arhxz.. i'm feelin veri bad now.. all of a sudden.. dunno wy change of mood.. was doin my work jzu now.. den felt veri bad & horrible.. den i juz started cryin.. *sobz.sobz* & diz sux.. i hate it..
i got no more fate for tml'z papers liaox.. chem, physic & amath.. cannot pass all 3 liaox.. perhaps amath & chem still can laRxz.. no matter wat i muz pass chem lohx.. if i dun pass chem.. i'm dead for the rest of diz yr liaox.. no need to survive le.. den amath.. iz on matrices onli.. i tink shd be can bahx.. hope so lohx.. but physic.. i tink cannot laRxz.. i dun understand the whole until at all.. summore got quite a few chapter.. actualli meetin deaR today one.. but in the end not meetin liaox.. den no one to teach mi physic liaox lohx.. haix..
i need to go back study liaox.. if nt realli will die until u cant find my body aRhxz.. si wu quan si..
added at 10:36... i'm deep dead.. cannot study finish at all.. muz realli realli pass chem.. phy.. hope to pass laRxz.. but how to pass wen u dun understand siax.. haix.. whole of today & yday neva see deaR.. soo sad.. boohoo~
countdown 14dayz.. kekeke..

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6:12 AM

early in the mornin went to bedok to collect tin for the tsunami flag day.. den i pair wit shanz.. heeZ.. we went to tampines to do.. keke.. but tampines got a lot other schools.. but the not doin for tsunami de.. they were doin for sum elderly charity it tink.. den we walk until the library bus stop dere to do.. keke.. in the end the tin quite heavy aRhz.. keke.. nu ren de mei li.. muahahaha.. vincent tan was rite.. wen u say the magic words "tsunami victims".. ppl sure will donate one.. haha.. after tt abt 11.30 went back to bedok..

actualli already nt feelin well since last nite le.. den mornin still got headache, stomach & a bit bit feverish.. so after tt went home straight le.. neva go band.. wen got home.. tot of rest & study chem at same time de.. but in the end.. keke.. u noe laRxz.. i fell aslp lohx.. den bao bei woke mi up.. haha.. goin for dinner wit zenas they all.. we go eat.. den go walk walk lohx.. and we went to tk neoprints.. heeZ.. soo long neva tk wit them le.. actualli nt onli wit them.. i oso veriii long neva tk neoprints le.. heeZ..

mon got 3 test.. wah!!!! ~~die~~ laRxz.. den deaR say muz at least pass 2.. wat siax.. i now dun wanna fail aniting liaox aRhxz.. muz pass all 3 aRhxz.. keke.. i can do it de.. heeZ.. i juz changed my blog template.. nice nice hoRxz.. got princess.. girlie.. budden nt veri.. coz iz black.. but pinkish + princess.. if got both den veri girlie liaox.. but i nt lehx.. so diz iz juz nice for mi.. keke..

countdown 15 dayz.. kekeke..

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3:46 PM

today pe no intensive trainin.. keke.. coz mrs goh neva cum.. haha.. den we play captain ball.. den.. had geo oso.. i tink i like human geo aRhxz.. oso i tink its easier den physical geo.. but wy everione iz sayin physical geo iz easier?? or izzit coz of mrs chen?? keke.. dunno lehx..

den got ce.. the period everione lookin forward to?? haha.. den he told uz the psychology and serial killer story.. budden he stopped at the climax of the story den do other stuff.. say wat continue nxt week.. den muz wait one week aRhxz?? no aRhxz.. 2 weeks aRhxz.. coz nxt week no lesson.. aRghzx!!!!

after school had band lohx.. so sianz.. den onli got 7 sec4s.. the rest all went for chi lesson.. sianz 1/2.. den liddat lohx.. nth mushc.. tml flag day.. actualli band embers purposely put 3rd shift 12-6 one.. den can skip band.. but who noes.. mdm nora go change all of us to 1st shift.. 8-12.. sianz 1/2!!!! summore muz report 7.30.. aRghxz!!!!!

i tink i'm gettin sick.. i'm veri tired.. summore tml sat muz wakey like normal dayz.. 5day week oso no diff to mi.. does not apply to mi at all!!! wat siax.. my headache iz terrible.. save mi!!!!

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3:27 PM

today'z zenas' b'dAe.. haha.. he oso 16 liaox.. hApPi b'dAe~!!! got him a quicksilver slipper.. keke.. i got the correct size for him summore.. heeZ.. keke..

had pe today.. intensive trainin.. haha.. actualli ok laRxz.. run.. push up.. sit up.. paddle.. star jump.. and skippin!!! i soo long neva skip le.. esp speed.. summore iz nt wat i realli specialise in.. haha.. my record used to be near 200 per min ok.. dun play play wit mi aRhxz.. muahahaha... jkjk.. and i cant do much of double under liaox.. haix.. aniway.. tt was for pe.. can train stamina.. keke.. and oso lose weight.. muahahaha.. heeZ..

after sch had amath remedial.. after remedial went to meet deaR at east coast mac again.. heeZ.. den do my work again.. i gd ger one kkz.. harhar.. actualli nt realli do work laRxz.. iz he teach mi amath.. heeZ.. den i iz understand one lohx.. juz coz of my careless mistake.. took mi sooo long to do one quest.. juz coz of all those stupid careless mistake.. den ttz all for today bahx.. keke..

to my deaR.deaR.. diz paragraph specially for u de.. heeZ.. touched?? keke.. actualli i oso dun realli noe wat i wanna say to u laRxz.. keke.. juz tt.. Mmmmm.. realli thank you for alwaz bein dere for mi lohx.. no matter wat happened.. u has alwaz been dere for mi.. den iz like i've been gettin soo stressed wit my studies.. & u've been alwaz by my side.. helpin mi.. guidin mi thru.. sufferin together wit mi.. keke.. even go out oso muz help mi wit my work.. oso.. u've alwaz been worryin for mi abt diz & tt.. sowee to make u worry soo much.. and i'm realli glad tt fate brough us together.. heeZ.. *mUaCkKzZz* loveya alwaz..

countdown 17 dayz.. kekeke..

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2:32 PM

yesterday.. normal lohx.. go sch.. den got geo test.. oh ya.. tok abt geo test.. previous nite[mon] i study for geo... but actualli neva study.. i literally see the book den stress till i break down liaox.. i dunno how i'm gonna handle diz manx.. now iz onli jan.. and iz onli the beginnin of jan.. and i'm already sooo stress.. wat abt rest of the yr??? haix..

back to yday.. jar slp durin lesson time.. den i got write 'love joys' on his hand.. use permanent marker.. muahahaha... den got geo test.. was ok laRxz hoRxz.. i hope can pass laRxz.. heeZ.. den after tt met deaR at east coast mac.. and i did my homework.. heeZ.. yeahz~ i gd ger.. do homework one.. did amath.. and i took 1hr to do 4 quest.. haix.. how siax.. if o'level got 20 quest.. den i gonna tk 5hrs aRhxz?? haha.. siao char bo..

den today.. nth much lohx.. oso got sch.. den lesson lesson... den durin hist lesson jar slp again.. den i use the marker to colour his nails.. muahaha.. but didn't manage to colour fully.. keke.. den those i write yday one still there.. haha.. durin assembly got dm tok.. abt discipline and stuff.. after tt got anwari.. tok abt prom nite!!!! woo~ i'm soo lookin forward to it yeahz.. all sec4'05 muz muz muz go hoRxz..

countdown 18dayz.. kekeke..

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11:13 AM

sat was cca recruitment day.. but keep rainin so rather sianxz.. saw quite a lot of ex-tksian.. des chow.. zheng jie.. jun he.. & tt kote ben tay.. haha.. tt kote ben tay.. got cum tk still dowan to bring the bk and pass mi.. *grinz*..

aniway.. after band went for dinner wit zenas, jar & my bao bei.. heeZ.. went souel garden.. yum yum.. after dinner we juz find a place sit down & chill till abt 11+.. den took a cab home wit jar.. jar has changed rather a lot laRxz.. haix.. he'z no longer the one we noe.. agree agree?? tink he'z gettin too much influence frm her aRhxz.. i'll him let be.. make sure u love joys more then ur stud.. haha..

sun.. i did all my work before goin out.. heeZ.. i'm juz such a gd ger.. actualli onli got a bit to do.. heeZ.. so finish liaox den go out lohx.. keke.. went to raffles place wit deaR & got my sling bag.. yeahz!! heeZ.. oso my school bag laRxz.. after tt wen on our way to suntec met wee wee.. eeeeeee!!!! sianz!!!!! suay!!!!!!! =xX after suntec we go orchard.. haha.. town.. yeahz.. town again.. haha.. den deaR got his slipper.. i got my devil.. heeZ..

today.. normal lohx.. go sch.. got stress lohx.. sianz.. haix.. got mrs choi lesson.. heeZ.. i like her lesson.. quite fun aRhxz.. den now jar sittin beside mi.. heeZ.. quite ok laRxz.. den he keep playin wit his stud.. damn u.. stop temptin mi to go do piercin manx.. tml got geo test.. i muz study!!!! keke..

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11:28 AM

haix.. the 5dayz week iz makin mi crazy.. i'm already mentally & physically dead.. how to carry on wit the yr.. summore the yr has onli started for like 7dayz.. i juz wished tt the remainin of the dayz before o'level would be fine laRxz hoRxz.. haix.. guess i hav to realli focus in class & concentrate.. stop dreamin..today jar'z b'dae.. haha.. he turned 16 liaox.. 6 more dayz zenas' turn.. 23 more dayz my turn~ keke.. no hints laRxz.. heeZ.. eRmmz.. den 10mths & 11dayz my baobei turn.. oops.. =xX heeZ.. dun angry laRxz.. i realli tink tt life can be totally amazin at times.. juz tk my dese 3 frenz for example.. god noes we would becum gd frenz aRhxz.. den my baobei.. who will xpect tt we're like sista now..

aniway.. today nt tt bad laRxz.. veri 1st period was pe.. ran outside sch.. 1.6km.. took abt 18min plus.. veri slow lehx.. but coz all jog mahx.. so dun xpect gd timin.. keke.. i seriously tinks tt my stamina drop like siaox liaox.. haix.. muz train..

got CE lesson at the last 2 period.. itz juz so nice tt the lesson ends the week nicely.. wit vincent tan.. he soo cool.. haha.. soo cutee!!!!! and his married wit a baby ger.. woo~ it seems like mi, shanz & hui min are mentionin him in our blogs.. keke.. coz he'z sooo cool.. 1st time u see the whole of 4h so attentive listenin to a teacher.. even the guyz siax.. haha.. other than tan kee hoe i tink onli vincent tan liaox lohx.. haha.. both tan.. loLx.. he tell us abt his life.. & his nus course.. psychology.. kinda cool yeahz.. he sumhow neva teach ce laRxz.. but oso gd laRxz.. heh heh..

after sch went to visit jean wit iD & niS.. both of them 1st time see her.. i believe tt wat they saw was not wat they xpect to see.. nis even tot tt she would be able to walk around & stuff.. & i dun tink her condition gt betta.. haix.. if aunt neva say.. i oso would nt realise tt jean has been in such condition for like 6mths liaox.. went to meet deaR after tt.. i still cant get the la couq bag i wan.. haix.. den went for movie.. and i slept for like 3/4 of the movie.. iz nt the movie movie.. but i'm realli dead tired.. sowee deaR..

was chattin wit tay juz now.. tokin abt sec4 life.. i'm realli dead tired even if itz the beginnin of the yr.. was chattin wit him.. den gettin sum advise.. it juz feels soo nice tt we're still frenz.. care & concern abt each other.. unlike kt.. keke.. but now no more liaox laRxz.. and i believe both of them are leadin a gd life now.. tk care dudes..

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2:17 PM

wah!!! i'm soo damn bloody tired.. keep dozin in class.. heeZ.. got audrey chen for geo.. cool~! no more evelyn koh.. nt tt i dun like her laRxz.. but i juz dun understand wheneva she teach.. keke.. i tink audrey chen teach quite ok bahx.. and know wat.. she juz stay one bus stop away frm mi.. during assembly period went to audi for p.chan talk.. wah kaox!!! stress siax.. itz like wat i say lohx.. diz yr realli got no hols at all.. though june got one mth hols but 1st 2 week need to go back for lesson.. den remainin 2 week but revise wateva i dun understand.. damn!!! no hols!!! gosh.. actualli hoRxz.. i tink eva since join band.. got hols like no hols one lehx.. haha.. but no regrets laRxz.. -neva live to regret- keke..

oh ya.. den p.chan still sy wat we got no time to waste laRxz bla bla bla one.. den oso bgr.. got sum ppl even juz start onli.. haha.. den mi & shanz was like.. jar & mi?? haha.. budden we 2 got same tinkin aRhxz.. jar his results so bad.. den summore diz yr Os.. how he gonna cope manx.. as for mi.. haha.. we 2 tink tt deaR will help mi one ritExz.. though my results oso sumwat same az jar laRxz.. but at least my deaR can help mi lehx.. for him.. his ger cannot help him lehx.. worse still iz he help his ger aRhxz.. haix..

tot of havin lunch wit deaR today de.. but he nt free.. haix.. i'm sad lehx.. realli realli sad.. veri disappointed.. feelin veri horrible.. neva see deaR for 3dayz liaox le lehx.. i neva believe in distance relationship de.. ok.. mine iz nt.. but.. haix.. aniway.. we'll work tingz out yeahx.. heeZ.. had lunch wit jun hui, fiona & von in sch.. den go home liaox lohx.. i still got loads of work to do!!! aRhxz!!!

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9:54 AM

goSh.. the 1st day of sch was damn boring.. did practically nothing.. den stupid wee wee make mi the vice chair.. i hate u laRxz.. i dun like u at all laRxz.. dun like u to the max laRxz.. aRhxz!!!!

before recess we juz stay in klaz do nothin lohx.. tok cock sing song play majong onli.. heeZ.. den jar like soo sad liddat.. haha.. coz cannot see ger mahx.. den juz chat wit him lohx.. haha.. he say she cried for 3days liaox.. i oso cried for 3days lehx.. heeZ.. but he say he meetin her after sch.. so.. still quite ok for him lohx.. i guess.. heeZ.. after recess went to hall for talk.. wah!!! all the sub h.o.d tok to uz.. imagine we sit dere how long.. untill mi arse damn pain aRhxz.. heeZ..

den after sch went to orchard wit bao bei.. to get prezzie.. den wanna find my bag.. but oso dun hav.. aRhxz.. sianz.. den damn damn tired.. slept all the way frm orchard to tamp wen goin home.. got home liaox still need to do work.. the work like foreva neva finish liddat one.. haix.. neva realli chat wit deaR at nite coz he at chalet.. den i cried to slp.. haix.. diz sux..

today.. 2nd day of sch can feel the stress liaox laRxz.. got quite a no. of sub change teacher.. heeZ.. emath change to vincent tan.. haha.. he quite lame siax.. loLx.. den amath is kang.. quite ok laRxz.. eng kena poon.. so far so gd lohx.. she giv us soo mani essay inside all chim chim words one siax.. den s.s is mrs choi.. but haven start lesson yet.. and chi.. wah!!!!! i kena tey choon huan for the 4th yr manx.. 4 damn bloody yr under him for chi.. =.=.. after sch had xtra ss lesson.. haha.. den jar so sad.. he tot lesson end normal den can go meet ger.. but in the end after xtra lesson he oso go meet her lehx..

after ss abt to go home one.. budden jun hui say need to put up banner.. so we go help lohx.. heeZ.. den we cant realli get a place to put up the banner.. coz our banner veriiiii veriii long.. den onli place left iz d&t block 3rd level.. budden got land banner.. so we go ask him say can put other place notz.. den tok for quite sum time aRhxz.. but in the end they gav us the place.. sooo... still quite ok lohx.. keke...

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9:35 AM

happi 2005!! heeZ.. a new yr has began.. i ended last yr happily.. though quite simple & no crazy party.. heeZ.. was at sum hotel wit deaR & sum other frenz.. heeZ.. played games till rather siaox huhx.. heeZ.. played frm 8+ till 3 i tink.. heeZ..until abt 4 den went to slp.. heeZ.. wit deaR?? harhar.. dun xiang wai wai aRhxz.. heeZ.. den checked out of hotel abt 12 aRhxz.. tink so lohx.. went for lunch den went home abt 2+ liddat.. after tt sleep all the way till 6++.. heeZ.. den at nite wen chattin wit deaR i cried.. coz sch reopenin liaox.. den i dunno wat izzit gonna be like lohx.. den veri sad.. haix..

today.. went to tamp mall de starbucks to do work.. managed to finish chi.. eng.. social studies & emath.. heeZ.. not bad not bad.. den went for dinner wit deaR den go home liaox.. wen i reach home liaox stayed at the void deck dere to tok.. den i keep cryin aRhxz.. >.<>

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2:22 PM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

i slept at 5am.. den tt kote ben tay woke mi up at 8 to confirm abt the meetin time.. but in the end onli meet at 11... bastard guy.. worse to worse.. he onli passed mi 3 books.. den of all 3 books.. oni gav mi one correct one which iz sec4 emath.. den the other 2 iz sec3 pure geo & geo tys.. & both i already got!!!!! kote guy!!!! went to renew my 77th card after tt den got breakfast for koR den came home liaox..

today last day of 2004.. the yr iz cumin to an end soon.. letz put all the past behind and look forward to everiting new.. but.. haix.. wat can i look forward to siax.. o'level??? haix.. wateva.. Mmmm.. i shall recap abt diz yr?? hehehe..

i would say the yr didn't realli started veri nicely.. my bgr life... broke up wit ben tay.. depression.. sad.. haix.. lasted for half a yr & couple of months?? haha.. aniway.. we're still frenz.. so still ok lohx.. haha.. den kt.. woo~! we're back to frenz again.. not close.. but at least we're frenz.. heeZ.. i do miss him.. tink he'z gettin cuter?? haha.. wateva.. den now.. i got my deaRdeaR le lohx.. heeZ..

den my studies aRhxz.. haix.. sec3 aRhxz.. sianx.. ppl say can slack in sec3.. bullshit aRhxz.. term 1 already den kena called by p.chan for doin badly in CA1.. den sumhow got woken up laRxz.. though nt say i doin veri well now.. partically tink iz coz of my bad results den gt close to jar & kim.. den we help each other a bit here & dere lohx..

Mmmm.. abt mi family.. beginnin of the yr nt say veri gd laRxz hoRxz.. daddy got retrenched.. den no job.. no money.. mummy's company oso.. but luckily mummy neva kena.. koRkoR still happyli wit jiejie.. den cum to end of yr... daddy gt a job at mummy'z company.. den juz feel everiting veri gd liddat le..

my frenzzz... my bao bei evelyn.. jar.. zenas.. my klaz ppl.. lux.. kim.. heeZ.. juz love them all.. den got close to band galz.. jun hui.. yvonne.. sarah.. husna.. fiona.. shanz.. esp my bao bei evelyn... like wat we alwaz say.. neva xpect tt we would be such gd frenz now.. i realli tresure diz friendship.. zenas.. my bro.. yo!! watsup.. heeZ.. jar.. was my sWeEtie laRxz.. but now.. haix.. he got his ger liaox.. den forget frenz liaox one.. wat kind of frenz siax.. found a lot a lot of long lost fren diz yr too.. met thar2 wen he came to sg.. tink it has been 3yrs since we last met.. den wai yan.. james.. chen yen.. yi sin.. bla bla bla... sooo mani laRxz..

now iz the band.. the big family?? april outdoor was horrible.. thought we got gold and got into the finals.. june was the tekan time.. one whole mth of tekan.. but tt was oso the time wen mi & jar drifted.. guess u guyz found the ans wy mi & him did nt end up together?? & oso those tt actuali tot tt we were together.. we were neva together.. den comp was on te 1st sat wen sch reopen.. everiday got band lohx.. but i guess tt was worth it.. we got the best display once again.. comp day was soo nervous.. still can rem wat xactly happened tt day siax.. bt came up to wish mi gd luck in the mornin.. den dere was rainbow earli in the mornin.. den after tt stadium saw charlene jiejie.. kt.. des chow.. zheng jie.. hahahaha.. after outdoor.. time for indoor lohx.. den got end yr concert.. quite ok laRxz..

sumwat.. sumhow.. diz yr got ups & downs laRxz.. aniway all dese are part & parcel of life lohx.. guess i did mature a bit den became a stronger person too.. aniway.. the yr iz endin soon.. so happi new yr everione..

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6:24 AM