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Monday, May 23, 2005

yday went to watch amityville horror.. not bad laRxz.. thrillin.. kekex.. den went shoppin shoppin.. i'm in the mood to buy this and buy that.. but i need CASH!!!!

i'm into butterfiles & purple.. purple earings.. purple tops.. purple eyeliner.. purple nailpolish.. purple purple purple!!!

today'z vesak day!!! nt not a happy day..
we went to see her for the one last time.. tingz happen juz so sudden.. early in the mornin.. we're onli 16!! she'z onli 15!!! we're onli young adults??!?!?!!? WHY?????

felt like cryin the whole day.. coz of the incident.. coz of everiting.. but i juz cant cry.. dunno wy.. and it sux..

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1:30 PM

cryin has practically became part of my life.. especially wen i'm alone.. be it in a cafe.. in the bus.. or at home.. or even in the classroom.. i dunno wat has coz mi to do so.. it juz happen out of no reason.. or is there a reason behind it?? can sumone tell mi..

new found friends?? wen did i had new found friends??

the sayin goes: easier said den done.. open up to ur friend/ gd friend or even best friend iz not as easy as it iz bein said.. though i realli wish to.. but the onli one i feel comfortable tokin to iz no longer by my side like it used to be..

i often wish for a elder sis.. but unlucky/lucky mi.. i got tt idiotic/nice damn bro.. i used to had a "sister".. but it juz seems like she has vanished frm my life..

P.S.. ppl who tagged mi.. i hope u can let mi noe who u are.. thaNx..

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2:21 PM

i'm god damn screwed.. failed practically all my sub.. even chinese oso cannot get an A.. a B4 summore.. emath.. a sub which i neva tot i would eva fail.. but i did.. haix.. nearly pass phy.. and yeahx.. NEARLY.. got an A2 for chem paper 3.. juz hoppin tt addin in papaer 1 and pract could be even betta.. haix..

chinese Os iz in 1week and 6days time!!!! OMG!!! and O level iz juz less den 4mths away.. damn!!! how to survive siax..

juz realised.. i nearly breakdown during chem lesson.. dun ask mi wy.. coz i dunno.. but i managed to control..

..L.I.F.E.S.U.X..

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8:27 AM

i cant tk it animore.. one moment i hav to act like nothinz happenin.. one moment i hav to hide in a corner and cry.. wen can all diz cum to an end.. exams exams exams.. stress stress stress.. i juz cant tk it animore..

who understands mi?? who can talk mi round?? no one.. simply no one i can talk to.. who understands wat i'm goin thru..

get a life?? how to get a life wen i dun hav a life to live.. diz iz hell..

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9:12 AM