roughly abt 50days to our real graduation day.. wat would it be like wen we're realli goin separate ways?? there's sooooo mani ppl i gonna miss.. my 4h girlies.. my biG baby.. my girlies.. all the ppl who'z part & parcel of my sec sch life..
it feels sooooo good not to be tinkin abt all those tingz animore.. we tink we're compatible.. =D
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soonAnd there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
repeat *
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
repeat *(3x)
Americas Top Model <3
12:47 PM
prom nite was super duper ultra fun.. everione was the babe and hunk..
it was a real great nite.. all the preparations and fun.. asif and group's performance was superb!! and i toooooook sooooo mani photos until my cam went low batt... boo~! but at least it lasted mi till the end of the prom..
though the prom ended abt 11+, the nite hasn't end.. it was still young.. we head off to indochine.. muahahahaha... it was my 1st time there.. kekex.. and 1st time clubbin wit tk students.. =)
i tink my nite in the club wont be fun w/o choon how, thomas, zm & my dearie.. lalalalala.. the nite was great wit the drinks & a little bit of dance.. thomas & zm was my dance partner.. xD.. and yes.. tokin abt the drinks.. i got drunk.. haha.. thaNx to choon how's treat & brendon's suggestion for "on the rock".. i finished it in 1 gulp.. =o but i was the most sober among the drunkens.. =) quite a no. of ppl was drunk yeahx.. but it was real fun although i was shoutin nonsense & walkin in zig-zag line.. mayb we wont be back in the hotel safely w/o the two man.. haha..
i tink i've found a clubbin partner.. =D
Americas Top Model <3
5:57 AM
i had a super duper ultra tiring weekend.. shoppin non-stop since fri.. will in in town consecutively for 5 days!!!
and tml iz the DAY!!! prom nite.. the nite everione iz waitin for.. there are mani tingz i can blogged abt.. but coz i'm soooooo tired.. i'll blogged abt it after prom..
ENJOY THE NITE PEOPLE!!
Americas Top Model <3
3:47 PM
prelims FINALLY over!!!!
rather sucky day.. lost my wallet.. or rather sumone stole.. believe there are people who would be veri happy over it.. esp those that hate mi.. detest mi.. and calls mi a bitch..
neva xpect ur frenz to be there for u alwaz.. even wen u were there wen they need u.. dun eva dream that they would be there for u wen u needs them.. so.. forget about the line -alwaz look on the bright side-..
or perhaps itz juz mi.. the loner..
Americas Top Model <3
1:37 PM
lee yock shan!*ahem ahem*.. who was the one who suggested goin shoppin one aRhxz.. xD
i cant wait for diz weekend.. prelims will be over by then!!!! i'm gonna be a happy gal during diz weekend.. shoppin.. shoppin.. & shoppin.. it'll properbly be a busy weekend..
shanz!!! we're goin shoppin diz weekend!!! yeahx!!! sooooo loooong neva go out wit u le.. xD... remember to bring string to mend ur pocket.. xp
Americas Top Model <3
2:27 PM
All I want to do is just to be with you
To hold you close to me and that’s the whole night through
But it’ll never happen since you walk away
And now you left me standing here tonight.
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why does everything around here remind me
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why do you have to be everything to me.
All I want to fall is just one more day
To show you how much I really care for you
But you will never give me that one more chance
To love you.
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why does everything around here remind me
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why do you have to be everything to me.
Now you’re gone, I can’t stop thinking of you
Each day I spent, asking why
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why does everything around here remind me
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why do you have to be everything to me.
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why does everything around here remind me
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why do you have to be everything to me.
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why does everything around here remind me
Why did you go, why did you leave me
Why do you have to be everything to me.
Americas Top Model <3
2:07 PM
i slept at 3am.. juz couldn't sleep.. juz have the goin wild, crazy and cryin feeling.. and guess wat.. i did an emath paper 2.. at 3am.. yeahx.. =)
was watchin tv diz afternoon and they showed metore garden.. the vanaess edition.. he'z my fav.. abc.. and the storyline juz links everting around mi..
wen sumting goes wrong.. everiting starts to go wrong together.. how i wish there's sumone to lend mi his shoulder, huggin mi & tellin mi everiting'z gonna be alrite..
Americas Top Model <3
1:37 PM
my oh my.. my dad went back to m'sia.. and i didn't noe abt it until diz mornin.. so wat does it means?? i got no breakfast!!!!! and no one to ta pao lunch for mi!!!!!!!! goSh.. i was almost starved to dead.. i was soo hungry and i couldn't tk it.. guees wat i did?? i went back to sleep at 4pm.. lalalala..
wen i woke up at 5+.. mummy suggested goin soeul garden for dinner.. since daddy not in sg and korkor wont be back for dinner.. soo.. off we go.. after dinner.. mummy suggested shoppin.. yippee!!! i could almost buy wateva i need in my wishlist.. coz we were in courts.. but i tot it was far too much.. so i didn't wan a single ting.. i shall get the digicam wit my 1st pay after Os.. and my laptop onli wen i enter poly.. and i promised my mum i'll get her the fryin ting wit my 1st pay.. damn!! looks like my 1st pay will be gone in a week.. ahaha..
and we continued shoppin.. my mum says she used to wear levi's.. and i was kinda surprised.. haha.. and i was like.. "i dun have a single levi's!! i dun have the money to buy".. and my mum was like.. "realli.. letz go in and see.." har har..
soooo.... i finalli got my 1st pair of levi's today.. lalalala
i realli dare to say my mum dotes on mi a lot a lot...... she realli gives mi the best that she could.. so much so that sum ppl has an impression that i cum from a real wealthy family rather than an average singaporean family...
but.. the issue that has made mi gone crazy iz risin again.. the issue rose once last yr.. it made mi crazy.. breakdown.. went wild.. but luckily He was there to calm mi down.. and luckily enough.. i worried for nothin.. though the actual "event" will onli tk place in nov diz yr.. but upon hearin it.. i'm startin to worry and the incessant wat-ifs are crowdin my mind..
who'z gonna calm mi down diz time round??
Americas Top Model <3
1:37 PM
Walking around,
as the tears fill up and memories cloud my head
Crowded places, empty faces,
all seem to spell your name
Though it was me,
Who let us down, let us fade away,
Yet I still feel, yes I’m in pain
I though I was right, I knew why, I knew that we could never be
I thought I was strong but I am weak
I tried to run,
I tried to hide,
I tried so hard, not to run to your side
But its been days, and its been months,
But I’ll take the pain,
I’ll wont cry out loud,
Cos I’m superhuman me.
I stay up at night, just thinking of the sweet sound of your voice,
Rings in my head,
The songs u sang and the promises we made
I lie on my bed, its so dark but I cant sleep tonight
Cos it hurts inside, it hurts real bad
I though I was right, I knew why, I knew that we could never be
I thought that I was strong but I am weak
I tried to run,
I tried to hide,
I tried so hard, not to run to your side
But its been days, and its been months,
But I’ll take the pain, I’ll wont cry out loud,
Cos I’m superhuman me.
I place a mask upon my face
I blur your vision like the haze
You know I wont stop trying
You know I wont be crying
I’ve made it clear to you
That I will live without you
I tried to run,
I tried to hide,
I tried so hard, not to run to your side
But its been days, and its been months,
But I’ll take the pain, I’ll wont cry out loud,
I tried to run,
I tried to hide,
I tried so hard, not to run to your side
But its been days, and its been months,
But I’ll take the pain, I’ll wont cry out loud,
Cos I’m superhuman me.
Americas Top Model <3
1:27 PM
OH MY GOD!!!
my bro nagged at mi for 20mins non-stop.. can u believe it?? 20mins non-stop... and iz my bro!!!! and itz the 1st time i noe he can nagged soooo much..
i practically screwed up all my papers diz week..
Americas Top Model <3
1:37 PM
It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days.
Typical academic year for a student:
1) Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
313 Days left.
2) Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
263 Days left.
3) 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
141 Days left.
4) 1 hour for daily playing - (good for health) means 15 days.
126 Days left.
5) 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
96 Days left.
6) 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
81 Days left.
7) Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
46 Days left.
8) Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
6 Days left.
9) For sickness - at least 3 days.
3 Days left.
10) Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 Day left.
11) That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day?!?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
Americas Top Model <3
10:17 AM
physics paper.. was rather do-able??? though passin iz still a question.. paper ended at 9+.. and i reached tampines at abt 10.30?? went mac and started muggin on chem.. was plannin to stay till 9+, 10.. but then.. but eyes started to hurt.. and one of my contacts came off.. and i couldn't write properly wit onli one contact.. so i decided to come home.. gonna continuin muggin after diz..
below 20 for prelims?? possible?? eRmmmz.. questionable..
aniway mooncake festival iz around the corner.. and all the mooncakes are makin mi FAT FAT FAT!!! i tink i still prefer the traditional mooncake.. daddy bought 2 box of traditional mooncake from bangawan solo & korkor bought a box of snow skin mooncake with champagne truffle & gonache from raffles hotel.... and guess wat.. onli half box of both is left!!! i tink the champagne truffle one iz nice.. yum yum!
Americas Top Model <3
12:47 PM
had a great time catchin up with alvin.C yday... another boi gonna turn into man.. had dinner & caught "the longest yard".. realli hilarious..
itz reali nice catchin up with a fren u haven met for ages and find out how he/she has been doin.. oso recapin all the memories.. and little secrets.. xp
i met a cute dude too.. but... DAMN! he'z attached.. awwww.....
Americas Top Model <3
7:47 AM
P U L C H R I T U D I N O U S!
Americas Top Model <3
4:57 PM
H A I Z..
am i being too paranoid & pensive??
biGbiG fren.. plz plz plz go away.................
club momo.. moo~
Americas Top Model <3
3:37 AM
after mani years.. though memories has fade, but feelings still remains the same...
i juz found out i was sooooo wrong.. there's realli no such ting as foreva.. not onli in the world of love.. but oso in the world of friendship..
u guyz have proven mi wrong.. u people made history repeat..
Americas Top Model <3
2:57 PM
vampire couples have purple eyes.. do u?? lalalala...
although they're the most fercious ones.. but... i juz like purple!!!!!!!! muahahahahahhaha...
wy does love exist??? how did the 1st couple exist?? 1st came love... den jealousy... den hatred... WHY???? wen woman falls in love, they are all alike.. even God..
Americas Top Model <3
2:57 PM
i'm gonna be rather busy durin diz one week holz.. busy muggin and dating the vampire.. muahahahaha... x)
though i spent my whole of today doin nothin but datin the vampire.. lalalalalala.. xp
drink blood?? nahx... we drink tomato juice.. red eyes?? green eyes?? yellow eyes?? blue eyes?? white eyes?? black eyes?? we're the back ones.. the harmless ones.. x) we smile, cry and have feelings..
vampires are Gods too.. so wen i am the xIaOvaMpiRe.. it oso means tat i am xIaOgoD... lalalalala...
Americas Top Model <3
2:27 PM
the english paper sux to the max...
WEE!!!! i went facial yday wit jiejie[my bro'z gf].. it'z sooooo great to have an elder bro who iz attached.. coz she paid for my facial and the products i got.. but she'll claim from my bro.. muahahahaha... all in all.. i did not pay a single cent.. xD
we went shoppin in the afternoon.. it was suppose mi be mi and jiejie onli.. but my bro came along.. it den turned out that i'm the xtra one.. wateva...BENNO LA MODE
and i went to Singapore Police Force Band 80th Anniversary Concert 2005 at nite wit husna at esplanade.. the concert was superb! the pieces they choose.. the liveliness they had in them..
the fanfare they choose was "Metamorphosis" followed by "Marching Through (From 1925)"... while the song was bein played, the emcee brought us through the history of the band.. but she was havin a hard time competin wit the band.. 3rd and 4th piece was "Estudiantina" and "Pipe Rhapsody".. the song "Pipe Rhapsody" tells us that the pipe was being used ritExz.. and they had the bagpipe and small pipe.. which was sooooo cool..
the nxt song was one of my favourite.. " Richard Rodgers in Concert".. it was accompanied by choir from SPF/ NTU CAC/ Consonance/ Vox Camerata.. it was veri nice..
followed by "Time to Take Back the Knights" and "Ethnic Rumble"... the "Ethnic Rumble" was nice.. they had players playin the 4 ethanic instrument.. they oso had dancers from the 4 races.. which brings out the multi-races spirit in singapore..
then they had Philip Sparke as they guest conductor.. ani idea who he iz?? band members: go find ur files.. we've played songs composed by him.. yeahx.. world famous composer.. cool ritExz cool ritExz..
the highlight of the concert for my dearest fren was "Me and Mrs Jones".. they had a vocalist too.. guess who.. it was none other than Taufik Batisah.. too bad they didn't allow us to take photo..
they then played "Fantasia on British Sea Songs" which was a 15min song.. long but nice... =) the last piece was "Camina Burana".. familiar to u tkband members yeahx.. outdoor memories..
after givin out the flowers and stuff.. they played "Chan Mali Chan" to end the whole thing.. with the conductors and performers dancing and singing on the stage..
they had a total of 4 condutors excludin the guest conductor.. and all 4 of them received Honours Degree from Kneller Hall, Royal Military School of Music, in the United Kingdom..all in all.. the concert was a splendid!
no one is as important as ur own family.. wen all ur frenz, boifrienz, buddies leaves u.. ur family will neva.. they are the ones who will alwaz be there for u wen all ur frenz leaves u..
Americas Top Model <3
4:27 AM
tml english prelim exam liaox!!!! OMG!!!!! time iz soooo selfish.. runnin soooo fast without wait for mi!!! itz like, in TWO months time, we're realli gonna go separate ways..
aniway.. i woke up at 8.30am.. tatz sooo god damn early.. went to bedok mac to study wit my girlies.. and i was sooooo sleepy wen studyin.. went bugis later in the evenin to get my bag.. yeahx.. finalli.. and i rushed home to catch project superstar...
to mi.. the result was kinda disappointin.. kelly should have won instead.. she has the superstar image.. but wateva it iz.. itz onli the status tat wei lian has gotten.. both of them have their own suppoerter too.. and kelly has gotten into Universal Music..
wish mi luck for my prelims!!
Americas Top Model <3
2:27 PM
i'm sooo tired and lazy... and sleepy...
celebration was rather alritexz.. i got to see my sweetie pie.. xp
not much people went back to tlp diz yr.. some secondary schools had lessons before their celebration.. and i was like.. -.-".. aniway.. met up wit kh.. more & more shuai le woRxz.. and guess wat.. we're plannin to get into the same course.. coz we da hao ru yi suan pan le.. kekex.. though he has yet to decide on tp or sp.. but if u choose tp.. i'll seeya there! kekex
onli 3 teachers from mps are still teachin at tkp.. and all 3 of them still remember mi.. though i onli saw 2 of them.. but mrs tang sureee will remember mi one.. i met my primary 2 form teacher.. and she was like "may yin! i still remember u as that small little gal wen u were in p2" heeZ.. and apparently.. she onli remembers mi.. though chen yen & cindy came back after tt.. she didn't recognise them..
most importantly.. i met miss law.. she'z foreva soo busy on teachers' day.. coz she'z a brilliant teacher! she was soo disappointed wen she knew that most of us got a B3.. didn't talk much with her.. but we gonna have another gatherin after our Os.. i'm lookin forward to it..
oh ya!! there are sooooo mani young teachers in tkp.. i saw two hunk!! and a babe.. kh & i was like.. "how wish i'm in his/her class.. den dun need study liaox.." kekex.. the babe was real funky..
went bugis wit kh after tat.. walkwalk.. talktalk.. those tat saw us.. plz dun tink tat we're an item.. though there's still future tense.. haha.. crap.. though he mite be mi classmate again after 5yrs.. haha..
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2:57 PM
