*GORGEOUS*

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

dinner wit spens.. he's late for 30mins !!!!! luckily eric was kind enough to offer mi a seat in his shop.. i'm eyein a few of his watches.. ahaha !!

dinner was arite..? i guess so.. ahaha.. nice chats.. though alwas kena suan..

1 day left to pc fair !!!! i soooo wan mi lappy !!!!!

projects are cumin in incessantly..

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1:20 AM

monday was initially surperb.. mayb coz of the wonderdful weekend i had.. but sumhow, it turned blue later at nite..

gotta rush the freakin bcs powerpoint slide.. which the presentation is today and the date line for the report is fri.. soo makes no sense ritEx.. worse to worse, i onli managed to visit z-monster at 3am.. and my grp didn't had to do the presentation today.. god damn it...

bcs lecture is realli gettin boring.. i'm totally losin interest.. but luckily dis is the veri last lab lesson for the term.. but there's still another hr more to go.. ahhhhh !!!!

can i have another nite like last sat's plz..
i'm seriously missin it like craz...

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10:46 AM

i'm said to be sumone who follows my heart when makin decision.. i've no idea how true is it..

You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.

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1:43 AM

mos nite was G.R.E.A.T

it took mi onli 45mins to iron my clothes, bathe, make-up and make my hair before i rush to meet rene to head to town.. it was a last min decision.. went retail therapy.. and the hunkies at newurbanmale @ heeren made us melt literally.. we soooo didn't wan to leave the shop..

hadta part at 8 coz meetin wj for dinner and mos.. sorry darlin..

dinner venue was changed from nydc at weelock to hooters at clark quey.. it was juz too pack in town.. itz sat nite.. watz new aniway..

we went in at around 10.30.. which was damn freakin early, and it wasn't packed then.. the nite was still real young anwae.. decided to walk around.. and abt 11, went to bag counter to place my bag.. by the time we went back to smoove, it was already pack.. how fast..

once we got onto the dance floor, it was non-stop till 3.30 den we decided to leave.. by then, our legs hurt like craz.. so it was a 4.5hr of non-stop dancin.. despite the legs hurtin and sum unknown ppl stuckin onto my body, the nite was superb.. =D

wj was sayin he'll definitely bump into lotsa ppl and mi on the other hand not bumpin into a single one.. but... i bumped into my so-called neighbour on the freakin packed dance floor.. how coincidental..

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3:48 PM

retail therapy wit steph n rene ydae..

can u believe it, the papers actualli gave wrong information abt the discount tt triump is givin.. wateva.. headed to orchard immediatly econs tutorial ended.. had lunch at swensens..

ta da !!! our lunch...

went huntin around orchard, marina and bugis.. though rene left before we went marina.. i started splurgin at marina then.. but i still spent less then 100bucks.. muaahahahaha..

but i guess we galz are fooled by the great singapore sales.. itz actualli for the shops to clear their old old stocks.. its sooo damn irritatin when we wanna get wat we saw the day before gss and the nxt day (which is gss), it isn't available coz itz not on sales item.. boo !!

sumone went clubbin last nite.. ask other gals but neva ask mi.. boohoo !! nvm.. itz my turn tonite.. *bleahx*

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3:52 PM

wed wasn't a good day either.. it juz sux..

skipped ob lecture and went to chill at norgen vez.. and i regretted attendin the rht lecture.. sooo regret !!!! not onli was the lecture boring.. but the person behind mi juz irritates mi !!!!!!!!!

thursday.. today.. was rather.... alritex.. econs lecture and apel tutorial.. met up wit yong at city hall

went for lunch at seoul garden and we went shoppin around.. got my turtle.. =D i juz hearts yong sooo much..

retail therapy wit steph and rene tml.. meimei's bdae as well..

guess yong is rite.. give her 3weeks and we shall see.. eric actualli warned mi abt it.. but i wasn't aware.. but itz too late.. ahaha.. she's not the 1st person to start wit.. she's juz too nice.. and she loves kids.. so i do see sum future.. ahaha...

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12:31 AM

tuesdays blue..? or green..? wateva..

guess itz juz isn't my week.. guess i kinda screwed up my ob test laRx.. dammit.. and everiting is like sooooo not right laRx.. aRghx !!!!!!!!

i realli hate to see u signin in to msn wit ur "cool" nick.. i'm hating it to the max !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna party !!! anione..?

another long day tml..

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10:44 PM

am having terrible monday blues..

went to visit jean's niche ydae at mandai columbarium.. a rather nice surroundin.. peaceful, i would call it.. on our way walkin to her niche, sumone commented "one yr has passed".. at that veri moment, i felt like sumting had knock on my head.. ONE YEAR !!! time realli flies.. i actualli tot tt i attended her wake juz a few months back.. but hell no !! it was a yr ago..

oh well.. life is realli vulnerable.. cherish ur loved ones before itz too late.. itz alwaz too late to regret.. and it sux to regret.. trust mi.. i've been regrettin each time i lost sumone significant to mi.. but itz often too late.. u wont wanna experience it..

went for chillin session wit fiona, husna, mich, kenneth, zq and shawn after tt.. had a nice time catchin up wit each other's life.. hope more of such opportunities but for a betta reason..

it was a real bad monday for mi.. i hate monday blues !!!! totally screwed up comm skills assignment.. it wasn't realli a day for mi..

feelin realli rather emo recently.. still unable to tune back to the old mood.. itz been 2mths.. the wound still hurts.. hurts like nobody's business.. itz pains mi even more wen i see "mr cool" signin in to msn.. coz i noe there's a "mrs cool".. i hate the feeling..

she says the freakest ting when she's drunk.. dun freak mi out again plz.. we've met each other for long, but we dunno each other for long.. and i dun like ur reason of "no reason is needed wen u love sumone"

i love him the way he is.. the way he make mi who i am.. the way he treated mi like a princess ; the most fortunate gal in the world..

off for ob muggin..

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10:46 PM

i'm soo damn freakin tired !! and brain dead..

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12:10 AM

stuck at home on a sat nite feelin emo..

no idea wat realli happened to cause the change of mood.. mayb is wat happened earlier on.. juz felt so down.. ad at diz veri moment, life felt so meaning less to mi..

perhaps is due to the change of mood, images of our past flooded my mind.. all the happy and sad time we spent together.. side by side, holdin onto the other.. am listenin to "i miss you like crazy" by moffats.. and i remembered the 1st time u told mi u miss mi was 3days after we 1st met.. u did not say it out to mi.. instead u made mi listen to the song.. frm tt veri moment, i know tt u're a sweet and romantic guy..

was at esplanade the other day.. and i remembered wat u say on 01/01/06 ur new yr resolution.. and how u celebrated my birthday for mi..

each little surprise u gave mi juz brightens up my day.. i would den smile to sleep the veri nite.. literally.. and each surprise i gave u, u would smile like a little boy who juz gotten his share of candy.. it juz felt so gd tt we were able to brighten each other's day.. i miss the times when we smile to each other out of no reason.. itz juz coz we felt so bliss to have one another..

everi nite u would company mi home from work.. u would wait till i finished bathin, helped mi dry my hair and cuddle mi to sleep den tk ur leave.. i neva had the chance to see u leavin mi.. onli till tt day..

the times wen we fight, i was the one who's alwaz at fault.. but u've the one who alwaz gave in.. i was soo stubborn, soo unreasonable.. but u gave in time after time.. i guess the last time was when u couldn't tk it animore.. i dun blame u for tt, i've onli got myself to blame.. i miss the time tt we would hug and cry after each fight, promising tt there's no 2nd time..

remember the veri 1st time u came over to help mi wit my room.. i was soo glad tt my bro and dad were so fond of u.. everiting in my room now reminds mi of u.. the way my room looks like now is all coz of u.. everiting single ting u got for mi.. they're at everi corner of my room.. the bolster ttz bigger than mi and the pinky pig, they company mi to slp everi nite since the day u left mi..

goin back to the veri 1st time we met, we were all secodary sch kids muggin for our Os.. u guyz were strugglin for math then.. and wen Os was over we had to collect out results.. u were soo afraid tt u would flung ur Os.. i was in fear too.. then we went for the htm interview together.. ppl saw thru tt we were an item.. then the poly postin.. it was the most disappointed ting of all.. but no matter wat, we went thru everi single ting together wit the company of the other.. i wonder wy did we overcome another one..

and the times we took care of one other wen we fell ill.. each time i fell sick, i felt so bad.. u would rush over to tk care of mi.. it was so sweet of u.. but i noe ur heart pain each time u see mi fallin sick.. on x'mas day itself.. i remembered mi rushin over to ur house early in the mornin at 10am to tk care of u coz of ur eyes.. i was soo scared then.. i dunno wat would happen to u nxt.. but luckily wit the company of mi the whole day, u recovered by nite time.. i seriously miss the time we would tk care of each other and worry abt this and that..

the 1st time i got drunk on holloween.. i couldn't even tk the lift up to my house.. and u rush over to carry mi up.. the times we went clubbin together.. how much u hated mi to smoke.. and u didn't like mi to club coz tt is the onli time i would smoke.. i miss the time we club together and dirty dance.. remember there was once i stayed over at ur house after clubbin.. ur dad told ur mum tt they're gonna be grandparents soon.. i miss the time goin out wit u and ur family.. they treated mi juz like their daugher-in-law.. haha.. and goin out wit ur cousin.. sittin at the back of the lorry.. where the wind will blow.. i juz simply miss those time..

i guess wateva i'm missing now, i can onli continue missing them.. for tingz will neva be the same.. nor would time turn back to the past.. u've moved on and gotten urself a new gf.. i can onli give u my fullest blessin.. though it mite not be truely from the bottom of my heart.. i juz wish tt u would cross my path once again..

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12:30 AM

was spendin time finishin econs tutorial during bcs lecture yesterday.. no breaks for mi in between lessons.. had grp discussion during 1st break and did intro to htm quiz during 2nd break.. econs tutotrial was shiong.. lotsa tings to understand, but intro to htm tutorial was relaxing.. and fun..

town wit steph after dismissal.. juz shoppin around and met up wit kel while steph left to meet up wit her mum.. was walkin round town to search for meimei's bdae gift.. but nothin catches our eyes..

drop by bugis since kel wanna get sumting frm there, and i decided to visit my dearest yong.. chatted wit the ppl there a while before leavin to chill at starbucks.. they could tell tt i went for tanning !!! hahaha

concuss immediately wen i got home..

itz scary to noe tt she fell for a gal wit a personality/character of mine when her's is a total opposite.. itz juz like angel and devil living under the same roof..

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11:37 AM

i was almost later for lecture again diz mornin.. loLx.. guess i'm startin my snoozin ting again.. econs lecture was kinda alritex.. had apel after tt.. was kinda fun.. did lotz of reflection.. mani tingz on my mind now..

went to start on bcs project after dismissal till 5 and met up wit kel and ah yonh in town.. miss them lots..

actualli there's quite a number of tingz i wanna update on.. but my bro is buggin mi to get my butts off his room.. boohoo ~

aniway.. peeps.. plz recommend on watz lappy is simple and nice enough for an IT idiot like mi.. thaNx lotx..

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11:57 PM

nth much happened these two dayz..

was kinda late today for school.. took a cab and i was freakin pissed off by the driver.. firstly, the meter started wit 3 freakin bucks instead of the usual $2.40.. nvm.. the driver then took a wrong route.. my total cab fare was $5.50.. how the hell would it coz mi nearly 6bucks from my house to tp.. *gRrr*

skipped today's last lecture, intro to htm.. den steph and rene came over to my hse to slack.. was a threesome and had our galz talk..

from rene's relationship.. i got to see the other side of mi.. how immature i was, how childish i was.. how foolish i was.. i'm feeling sooo sorry for wat i've did to him den.. how stupid i was tryin to save the relationship tinkin it would work out sumhow.. wateva it is i juz wish the best for him now..
-dun be sad tt itz over, be happy tt it once happened-

here's a pic frm today.. =D

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9:52 PM

was home the whole of ydae and today.. onli went out for dinner for both nite.. nth much happen

was tryin to read thru my lecture notes and attemp tutorial questions.. but feel went to dreamland due to lack of sleep..

omg.. sumting realli realli embarrassin happened to mi wen i was on my way home on sat nitex.. oh goSh !! ahhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy mama's day !!!!

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12:31 AM

i'm sooo tired.. juz coz i slep late.. and i did not go for the dance audition.. i was juz too lazy.. so i'm juz gonna stay home the whole day and slack..

oh ya.. for those who've yet to see mi and yet to realise, i've actualli got my hair cut.. yet.. short.. i wanted sumting shorter, but ric said it wont be nice.. and yepz.. ric is my hair stylist.. no new guy.. and ya.. he was the one who made my day.. he made mi a happy girl coz he made mi a pretty grl.. kekex.. i juz love cuttin short hair.. or he juz cut my sorrows away..

i'm havin sun burn now.. my face hurts. ouch..

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4:22 PM

WEE !!!! i love 12/05/06 !!! and my darlings !!!! it was a great great day at sentosa.. i love the sun, sand and the sea.. the sun was scotchin hot.. but i'm loving it !!!!

kenneth and sly came to join us half way though.. the tannin part was great.. i juz so love tanning.. tanning makes evelyn a happy girl.. and the zi lian-ing part was great too.. haha..

smoochin was the climax part of the dae.. here are sum of the pics !

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10:35 PM

it was a long day for mi.. but a short day at school.. 2hrs econs lecture ended 1hr earlier.. and 1hr of apel ended half an hour earlier.. loLx.. how nice if everi lesson were to end half time.. kekex..

after lesson went to drink and chill out a while wit steph n rene.. and headed off to bugis village.. chatted wit a number of ppl.. kelson got her hair cut !!! i tink she looks betta wit her previous hairstyle.. haha.. ttz wat ppl often say wen they sees sumone wit a new haircut.. i tink it'll applies on mi too.. haha..

nice chat at starbucks at nite.. together wit the vanilla latte which i've been missing for months..

itz gonna be a girls day out tml !!! hope it doesn't rain.. and yeah.. the hotter, the betta.. i cant wait for tml.. or should be later..

its how amazing how much a person can understand another person after meetin him/her once or twice..

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1:50 AM

nth much to blog abt for the past two days..

but i am here today.. coz i've got quite a no. of tingz to blog abt.. kekex.. aniway.. a trip to sentosa on fri wit my dearlies.. steph and rene.. though no idea if ani others cumin along.. today's lecture on ob was fun.. interestin pics and videos on perspective..

rht lecture was B.O.R.I.N.G !!!! luckily it ended early.. went for a drink wit rene and headed back home..

i juz hate eng sooo much.. fancy mi choosing poly over jc is coz i dun wanna take gp.. but hell no !! i'm taking comm skills which is exactly like gp.. god dammit !! but i lurve comm skills tutorial... how irony i am.. and i'm loving micro econs for the moment.. i've no idea wy ppl hates econs, but i mite be one of them in the future.. the reason wy i'm loving it now coz itz my onli math module.. and i juz soooo lurve math.. i'm havin econs lec tml.. =D

the 1st round for hip hop audition started today.. 300 dance lovers signed up for it.. gosh.. how to get thru.. heard tt it wasn't easy.. they're askin for freestyle.. shall see how the music goes.. *Mmmm*.. but even if i'm not the lucky few.. i guess i would love modern too..

have been blog hoppin recently.. hoppin around my own friends and sum other peeps.. hoppin around my own friend's blog updates mi on how they're doin and hoppin on others juz allows mi to see wat izzit goin on in the outside world..

was hoppin around sum ex-tk-sians blogs.. and like all of them.. I MISS TK !!!!! the sch, the uni, the ppl, the food, the teachers !!!!!!!!!!! oh my !!! and one more !! TKBAND !!!! i miss being a student.. i'm a tertiary student.. so, there's a diff.. though i hate the 7.30-2 schedule.. but i juz miss the time spent in tk.. and all the funny funny tingz u try to do when u noe u're sure bound to get scoldings.. but itz secondary sch life.. i'm sooo missing it..
-4yrs together, a lifetime to remember- <br>

wy are ppl sooo againstin mi being a bi..? watz wrong wit it..? i juz have more options.. and for ur info (whoeva u are).. though i'm a bi.. i DUN go for girls.. i go for real man and bungs.. for goodness sake for tinkin tt i'll go for a girl.. or sumone's gf.. (sorry, i juz have to mention diz)

i guess this is the longest entry i've written for diz yr.. more to go though.. if i've the mood..

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10:06 PM

i'm a happy girl today !!!! i simply love ric sooooo much.. he simply made my day.. he made a new chapter for mi !!!

went marina to find ric.. after which had breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at cartel around evening time..

i have a surprise for everione !!! you, you and you.. kekex.. he and her as well... lalalalalallalala.. thaNx ric..

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11:18 PM

off my sorrows..

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12:52 PM

slept at 3am this mornin.. shooo sleepy.. woke up around 11plus.. aniway, drop by town wit spencer.. to search for prezzie..

dance assemble called mi up for audition on sat.. but itz at 8am.. and we've to report half an hour early.. goSh !! and i'm told tt the in-take for hip hop last yr was 20, and 200 ppl signed up.. guess itz gonna be tough..

guess wat, i can actualli tk 291 all the way to school.. no need change bus de.. kekex.. juz realised tt wen serene brought us to eat opposite school.. and i can juz get to serene's hse easily by one bus onli.. so ya.. darlin, aniting call mi kz.. i can go over company u de.. smike kz.. =D

tingz can never go the way u want it to be.. if it does, u're juz pure lucky.. and it'll onli be juz once.. not more than tt.. i wan a mac !!

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11:28 PM

wat i've found out a few days ago was not totally confirmed then.. but now.. wen i saw the status "in a relationship".. i guess i've gotten my ans.. everiting in my mind went blank.. breaking down now rite in front of my bro while typin this entry..

ppl in 1h07, serene, steph, sly and kenneth and in biz squad, Q, sanji and spencer.. thaNx for all the concern.. i'm so glad i met u guyz wen i'm so down.. how i wished i can realli juz moved on and give him my fullest blessing.. but itz definitely easier to say den to do..

i realli realli realli wish to move on..

aniway.. i've signed up for hip hop and modern dance.. waitin for the audition for hip hop dance nxt week.. tinkin to sign up for interest group not.. den i'll have school work, projects, cca and interest grp.. so maniiii tingz.. will be busy till i go bonkers.. where got time to tink of those shity stuff.. Mmmm.. guess i shall sign up for interest grp as well then..

TILL I GO BONKERS..

my darlin serene.. i hope everitingz alritex for ya yeahx..

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11:45 PM

Early in the morning

I put breakfast at your table

And make sure that your coffee

Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy

Your toast done lightly

All that’s missing is your morning kiss

That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour

It used to be so sweet

And I can’t help but to wonder

If you’re talking ‘bout me

We don’t talk the way we used to talk

It’s hurtin’ so deep

I’ve got my pride, I will not cry

But it’s makin’ me weak

I’m not your superwoman

I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down

And think that everything’s okay

Boy, I am only human

This girl needs more than occasional

Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour

Trying to make it home just for you

I want to make sure that your dinner

Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me

You’re not hungry at all

You said you’d rather read the paper

And you don’t want to talk

You like to think that I’m just crazy

When I say that you changed

I’m convinced I know the problem

You don’t love me the same

You’re just going through the motions

And you’re not being fair

I’ve got my pride, I will not cry

Still I can’t help but care

I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)

I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down

And think that everything’s okay

Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)

This girl needs more than occasional

Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I’m not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)

I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)

And think that everything’s okay (Don’t let me down, don’t you let me down)

Boy, I am only human (I’m only human, yeah)

This girl needs more than occasional

Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind

I’ll always be there for you through good and bad times

But I can’t be that superwoman that you want me to be

I’ll give my everlasting love if you’ll return love to me

I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)

I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down

And think that everything’s okay

Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)

This girl needs more than occasional

Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)

If you feel it in your heart

And you understand me

Stop right where you are

Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo

I’m the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet

But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo

I need love

I need just your love

I’m not your superwoman (Oh, no)

I’m not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)

And think that everything’s okay

Boy, I am only human (I’m only human)

This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I’m not your superwoman

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6:54 PM

today's econs lecturer sucks.. treated us like some secondary school kids.. but at least he teaches better then the rht lecturer..

apel session was interseting.. full of laughter.. though it sounded as though i'm in a class full of galz.. everiting ended at 4.. went for lunch at a.s school.. reached home at 5.. itz like soooooooo early.. and i managed to catch a nap..

and guess wat.. his cousin called mi wen i was sleep.. and she mention to mi.. he told them he neva bring mi along wit him is coz we quarrel.. wat the hell right.. i dun care..........................

Early In The Morning, I Put Breakfast At Your Table

一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒

我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西

这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒

想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑着的你还能够　

做些什么代替我的歉意

总是望着我　小心翼翼顺着我呼吸

而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽

You Were My Super Woman

安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔

But I Am Only Human Mmmm

我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错

不能失去你 Ooh~ Baby~ Baby~

You Fought Your Way Through The Rush Hour

Try To Make It Home Just For Me

月光下静静靠着彼此　只求夜长一点

有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我

无论在什么时候回头　都有你的笑容

是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉

没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿

再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会

换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权

You Were My Super Woman

Ooh~ Ho~

安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔

But I Am Only Human Er He~

我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错

不能失去你 Ooh~ Baby~

是我把爱想得太简单

以为只要我存在就能让你取暖

心里唯一的 Super Woman 没有人能代替

不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成　灰烬

You Were My Super WomanOoh~ Ho~安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔But I Am Only Human (是我只是一个只是一个人)我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错不能失去你 He-Ooh~
If You Feel It In Your Heart And You Understand Me.

STOP Right Where You Are, Everybody Sing Along With Me. You Were My Super WomanOoh~ Ho~

安静的在身边 (在身边)　无条件给我 (无条件给我)　梦寐以求的温柔

But I Am Only Human (Hai Human， Hu Hu Hu Hu Man~)

我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了

错不能失去你

You Were My Super Woman

Ooh~ Oh Yes You Are

安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔

But I Am Only Human (Human) Mmm Mmm~

我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错

不能失去你

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12:48 AM

today's lesson was more or less boring.. B O R I N G..

each boring lesson makes mi sad.. wen the lesson gets boring.. i starts to day dream.. and yeah.. my mind starts wondering around.. tink abt all those stuff.. i've yet to calm down since sunday.. so ya.. might juz break down anitime.. but i guess i've learnt to control my emotions more nowadays.. so ya..

i tink i'm gettin to like my class ppl more.. rather easy to get along..

i'm sooooo tired now.. i wanna Zzzz le.. i wanna go hug my piggy le.. nitex ! *the piggy was from him*

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1:28 AM

my 1st eva comp lab lesson in poly was super duper ultra boring.. it started at 9.. was 5mins late coz had problem findin the lab.. aniway.. got into the lab and logged onto the comp.. within 15mins.. tt tutor of ours made us log off and proceed to the lecture theatre for sum video stuff which lasted for less den 15mins.. and we went back to the lab.. how lame.. we were like chattin online during the rest of her lesson laRx.. it was reali reali boring..

had another tutorial and lecture den off we go.. went to collect my ez-link card.. my photo look sooooooo stupid laRx.. *goSh*

went to tm after tt wit gao mei, kenneth and wan rong.. and here i am now at home..

tml is gonna be a looonnnnnggggg loooonnnnngggg day... but luckily i've steph and other galz around..

Americas Top Model <3

11:22 PM

yeah !!!!!!!!!!!! itz labour day.. no school no work.. haha..

itz not a realli gd day for mi today.. i found out sumting.. sumting which realli saddens mi.. i cried and cried and cried.. but who noes.. who gives a farkin damn abt it.. no one..

aniway.. headed to town wit my deaRest.. yepx yepx.. i spurt like hell.. tink i spent up to 200 bucks.. but i've yet to get all the tingz i wan.. there's still soooo mani tingz i wanna get.. onli got 3 tops, a bottom and a jacket.. and i spent 200 bucks.. omg..

reached home around 10plus.. and had to print notes for tml.. but i'm still soo unfarmiliar wit the tp webby.. had problem findin the slides.. ya.. but found it in the end laRx.. okay.. lesson is at 9 tml.. and ends at 6.. how tiring..

i'm off to bath.. stinky pig mi.. muahahahaha..

Americas Top Model <3

11:19 PM

sat and sun has been good.. at least i tink soooo..

caught "aquamarine".. it was a great show for mi.. i'm the type who goes for such girlie show.. =D and i went shoppin.. i saw soooo maniii tingz i wanna get.. i need the MONEY !!!!

sunday.. went to work.. yepx.. i'm workin as sales assistant.. i'm missing the peeps there.. and yes !! tiffany is workin again.. i miss her.. and the 2 most important ppl i cant miss out are ah yong and kelson !!!! i misss them soooo much.. especially kelson.. coz she alwaz will come up to accompany mi and joke wit mi..

i was readin sum of my girlies blog.. and yes.. i've missed out sooo mani tingz to blog abt.. main reason coz my blog was dead for like 4mths..? muahahahahah..

last sat was my first time being a spectator at the SYF Central Judging of DisplayBand 2006.. it felt sooooo different... being an alumni, shouting out trademark 'ANONEH PAKUKE'.. watchin our dearest dm catchin his maze.. and hoping that everiting goes well for those 100 over ppl on the field.. itz juz soooooo different..

i realli miss the time being on the field.. be it rain or shine.. nothing beats the feeling being on the field.. i miss the time being in my full black suit.. perspiring like mad.. and hearin all the "evelyn lift up ur left leg".. and the good old days wit my fellow friends and my girlies.. "all for one and one for all".. itz realli great memories i would wanna keep it for life, never to be trade wit.. nothing beats being on the field.. i dun wanna be an alumni of TKBand.. i wanna be a member !!! i realli miss those times... esp during 2002 and 2004.. but more of 2002.. the feel is realli there... but those can realli juz be kept as memories..

SO.. TKBAND-GOLD WITH HONOURS.. i'll see u guys on 1st of july wit Deyi, and Bowen.. may the best rise above the rest..

A CLASS OF ITS OWN.. THE BEST BAND IN THE LAND ! my pride, my honour..

Americas Top Model <3

1:24 PM