*GORGEOUS*

Friday, July 28, 2006

time check: 6am..
up so early..? nahs.. have yet to even sleep.. ahahahaa !!!

i took one whole nite to complete excel.. thaNx to shern laRx.. last time cant lend mi disc.. den i need to last min find sumone else to lend mi disc.. luckily there's darryll.. =D

presentation at 4pm later.. script has yet to be written.. evelyn is sucha bitch..

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6:08 AM

...though I make mistakes
Ill neverbreak your heart...
...Ill be there...
For better or worse,
till death do us part
Ill love you with every beat of my heart,
and I swear...

till death do us part.. how often do we hear it wen we're in the courtship and honeymoon period.. soo often that we dun find it meaninful.. but on the other hand, how often do u guys realli mean it..?

time check:4am
this is gonna be real random.. life's so gd so far.. except for the lack of slp.. sleepin time is abt 3plus 4 am for the past one whole week.. projects and report.. though it ends wit a lil' chat wit u.. LOSER cum ASSHOLE.. i cant wait for ya to come sg.. u're the one i haven seen for the longest.. and stop actin drunk on msn.. though i cant see, but i can tell okay.. i'm not a moron like u !

its realli realli realli great to find back ur long lost fren.. mayb spencer is rite, the world is not that big after all.. i cant wait for the end of this yr !!!!! ALL of u please come back !!!!!!!!!!

mummy is gonna kill mi wen she receives this month hp bill.. imagine wit all the international phone call.. oops..

sentosa in couple of hours!! followed by imf briefin in the evenin.. why of all days but today !! meetin darryll later at nite for chill and mayb dinner..

*muacks*

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3:57 AM

somewhat somehow, i got back into contact wit a number of ppl.. those i haven met for years.. my beloved.. james; in thai.. wai yan; in aussie.. lovely;back to myanmar..

tink back then, life was so carefree.. nth but play.. we were so young then.. but we tot that we're mature adults.. talking abt LOVE...

i'm soooooo happi that we managed to get back into contact.. esp james !!! thaNx to friendster.. loLx.. and he has changed so much.. not in terms of looks.. but i tink he ha grown mature.. frm the way he converse thru msn, he's not longer that irritatin idiotic boi that we all cant tahan.. he's now back to thai for good and i tink he's doin well as well..

wai yan.. ahahaa !! as long as he keeps himself away frm trouble, tt would be great.. he has changed, but for the worse.. kekex.. the quite gentlemen we used to noe, is now a hacker.. wth !! he hacks whicheva sch he attends.. and i tink he has changed sch frm country to country.. he was in sg last time.. but.. ... nw in aussie.. where's nxt dude..?

as for lovely.. he's doin wayyy betta den anione else.. i juz hope to hear from u more often and send mi ur album asap PLEASE !!!!

THOMAS !!! the one i've been keepin in contact wit for the past 7yrs have left for SF.. and haven heard frm him for long.. i hope u're doin fine.. thar thar says he misses.. [it sounds kinda gay; but i like.. ahahaa !] i misses u too aniwae..

7yrs of friendship and still counting.. though we're all at different parts of the world, we still have each other in mind[i hope so].. i miss u guys LOADS.. was listenin to graduation and i juz cried.. missin u guys tremendously.. will there be a day where we can meet up once more..?

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodby
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

chattin wit james at this veri moment.. and we're sayin how things have changed.. and loads of things have changed.. he's cumin sg soon !!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh !!!!!!!!! wy issit that u guys must come at diff time.. why dun u guys cum at the same time ?!?!!!?!?!?!!

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3:07 AM

work was kinda alrites.. nth special..

kel in cisco already.. hair sooooo short... soooo black... muahahahaa !!!! I'M SORRY KEL..

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3:27 AM

time check: 3.17am
reason for being awake: hair is still wet..

work was alrite.. at least it wasn't with that tai tai.. but with lovely angeline.. =D someone who will look out for guys together with mi.. ahahaa !! there's this guy workin at one of the shops at cine who's realli realli cute.. i cant say out the shop name though.. ahahaa !!

he's realli realli cute.. no one disagrees wit mi.. there was short of small change earlier on.. had to change wit other shop's... so wanted to go his shop laRx.. but joanne, andy and terence all had enough to change wit mi.. esp andy, dunno where he get so much small change.. if not i can go over to his shop liaox.. ahahaa !! *grrrr*

but there's a rumour passin around sayin that he's not straight.. wow.. wy are the so mani homo appearing nowadays.. loLx.. but then again, someone says that he has a gf.. Mmmm.. *tink.tink* he's realli cute and cool.. ahhhhh !!!

renes !!! i saw caleb today !!!! muahahahaa !!!!

she's abt half a head taller than mi.. 1.75 times of my size.. ahahaaa !!! BUT.. he is thinner than mi.. and abt a head taller than mi.. Mmmm.. are u able to picture them out..? kinda weird eh..? wateva.. i juz happen to see her wen workin.. i wonder how's tings goin on for you.. i wonder when will i ever get to see u again.. though i cant imagine if my life were to be occupied by u everidae..

i've met so mani nice guys in my 17yrs of life.. but guess i neva know how to appreciate them.. am i lucky to have met all of you guys..? i wonder..

time is realli tight for many of us.. reports/proposals/presentation will be completely done the day before the start of the study week.. once study week ends will but start of sesmester exam followed by IMF.. and IMF will end around mid of sep.. meaning.. i'll be completely free after IMF !!! and i'll get to enjoy my sch hols.. but wat will i be doin..? workin..? wat am i workin so hard for..? i, myself dun realli have an idea for that.. to fulfil my materialism..? guess so.. perhaps..

bro got himself a car.. or rather it was frm aunt.. it was said that she sponsor him the car.. i gonna get my licence asap.. once everiting is over, i gonna tk the theory test.. hopin that i can get my licence before june nxt yr.. issit possible..? hope so.. den i can share the car wit my bro.. ahahaa !! that's the advantage of havin an elder sibling.. before u can own a ting, he/she would own itand u can burrow it until u got ur's.. i used to use my bro's comp until now i got my own lappy den i stopped usin.. loLx..

haven been sleepin before 3am for the past whole week. my eyes are totally swollen.. ahhh !!! gonna find my way to lala land now.. tata !!

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3:37 AM

many of us can finalli have a good rest tonite.. 2 assignment and a presentation is over.. presentation today wasn't superb.. but at least its over.. =D

i've to admit i'm the stupidess IT idiot of all..

the most charming guy from 1h07..

intHT presentation group..

presentation group gals..

last but not least.. the three babies !

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11:13 PM

WHAT THE FUCK !!!!!

lovely actualli did a performance in SINGAPORE !!!! goodness gracious !!!

a photo of his performance

now i HATE you for not telling mi that u came singapore was for performance.. my goodness.. its realli so unbelieveable.. ahhhh !!!!!!

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12:40 AM

WEE !!!! i finally got my lappy.. LOVE papa !!!

i guess u kinda hate mi for the conversation last time and not sending u off this mornin.. but knowing u for so long, the nxt time u're back, u'll love mi again !!! ahahaa !! and knowing mi for so long, u should noe how i am like.. yes, lovely..? kekex..

u didn't call mi before u leave.. i guess u're angry wit mi.. xp

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11:39 PM

dinner was great.. nice to meet up again lovely.. he's realli sucha sweetie.. "each time i came back to singapore, i onli contact u and thomas"

he loves to bring up wat happens 7yrs ago.. oh boi.. i'm onli a 11yr old gal den yeahx.. i totally noe nothin about LOVE.. okay, its not as if i noe wat izzit now.. but still..

i'm so glad to hear that u're doin realli well in ur music career and being the director of ur dad's company.. i realli cant wait to receive ur album.. u're sucha sweetie..

a "lil" gift from him..

1 out of 4 of his tatoos.. this is the one on his right arm.. 1 more on his left arm, chest and leg.. the one on his left arm has his gf name one it.. SWEET !!! but i wont wan ani of my partner to do that to mi..

from "couple" to friends and now to buddies for life !

his shirt and watch belongs to the same brand, his wallet is the "g" brand & his jeans is TR !!remember wat u promise mi during my sch vacation.. xp

it was realli realli great meetin up with frenz whom u haven seen for ages and catchin wit one another.. i gotta noe that even though we're miles apart, we still care for each other.. its realli hearwarming that there's always someone out there who remembers u more than anione else.. i remember the surprise phone call u gave mi on my 15th birthday and the surprise appearance wen we were on the phone.. its realli funny to start chattin abt killin whoeva who does not invite us to their weddings.. *muackx*

i noe u cant bear to leave tml.. i oso cant bear to see u leavin tml either.. but u've ur career over their, dude.. and i'm realli realli realli sorry i cant send ya tml.. LOVE !!

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12:05 AM

venue: comp lab..

cab fare usually cost $4.50 and above frm home to sch.. but since the rise of cab fare, it cost mi onli $4.10.. how weird.. loLx..

meetin ASSHOLE for dinner tonite.. ahahaa !!! i tink i shall be nice and stop callin him asshole.. coz he's sucha sweetie.. message from him : "But mam' we haven known each other since p5. And we had been "couples", friends and now buddies. So dun treat mi like a guest.."

but he forgot to bring mi his album.. *grrrr* u ain't popular in sg kx.. no one would noe u.. mayb except for mi and those burmese ppl..

cant wait to meet u later.. been abt 2yrs since we last met, lovely..

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10:43 AM

venue: com lab

sumting abt sat.. cutie pie asked mi out to mu.. but was workin and rather tired to party.. and sooo sweet of him, he came to visit mi at work.. SWEET !!!!!

sunday.. was late for work.. heeZ.. but nvm laRx.. sat 1am den close shop.. now i got to noe more ppl workin at cine.. kekex.. joanne, xue ting, andy and terence.. ahahaa !!! its great knowing these ppl.. kekex !!! esp xue ting and terence..

sumting happened and u see ppl running from shop to shop.. muahahaa !!! terence u deserved it !!! terence is a sweet boifriend though.. lalalaa ~!

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1:05 PM

my goodness.. i realli cant stand that tai tai.. she realli tinks that she's a queen.. i rather workin alone then wit her.. *grrrr* she apparently scares customer away by standin her to them w/o sayin a word.. okay, it may at raffles wit those OL but not at cine wit teenagers.. and oso which teenager would wan u to recommend the design for them.. *goSh

thats not all.. wen she has got nothin to do, she'll call someone to chat wit.. i'm fine wit that.. but she speakes at the top of the voice.. my gawd.. even if someone wanna come in, when they hear her voice, they'll choose not to.. ahhh !!!

lucky ting she didn't have to stay wit mi till shop closes.. and i actualli hang on till 1am before i closed the shop.. *yawn*

ASSHOLE !!!! i saw u !!!! ahahaaa !!! but bastard u, walk so fast.. u passed by mi twice, i didn't had a single chance to call out for u.. walk so fast for wat siax.. scare ppl will recognise u ah.. i dun tink u're famous in sg yet.. ahahaaa !!! but i hope that day will come !!!! ASSHOLE !!!! u've yet to call mi.. u betta call mi.. PLEASE !!!!

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10:57 AM

asshole is back in sg !!!! ahahaa !!!

u suck manx !!! didn't even bother to tell mi until i checked ur friendster.. 1st ting is find ur gf.. and u forgot abt ur best girlie..

worse to worse.. u can actualli message mi in friendster and tell mi u lost mi number.. BIG TIME ASSHOLE !! as long as u give mi a call by 12midnight on sat and i'll spare u.. muahahahaa !!!

make sure u pass mi a copy of ur album wen we meet up.. i cant wait to hear them !!!!

cant wait to meet up wit u on which ever day.. though i'm realli realli damn busy.. i'll spare u a couple of hours given our memories..

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1:39 AM

WEE !!!!! i'm selected for IMF !!! yeahy !!!!

am fallin ill.. but there's still work tml.. wit tt tai tai.. goodness gracious.. hope she'll spare my ears..

am havin terrible flu now..

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12:01 AM

been real busy for the busy few days rushin for reports.. a discovery made by baby hoh, i'm studyin 6 modules, and i've 6 projects/reports/proposals/presentation on hand.. poor baby hoh.. ahahaa !!

wed:
stayed up till 3.. guess wat i did..? i actualli finished up my tutorials for ob, econs and rht.. yepx.. i did rht tutorial.. sooo unbelievable ritex.. am aware.. ahahaa !!

thurs:
town wit ah yong !!!! miss her sooo much.. i can juz tell her everi single lil ting.. and she the one and onli that noes everi single ting that no others noe.. and she has the same fetish as mi.. xp and yepx.. the world is small.. coincidentals do happen.. =D am eyein on shirts !!!!

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4:57 PM

time check: 4.07am

tings on hand:
intro to htm report and presentation
research for htm survey and report
organisational behavior report and presentation
mircoeconomics report
comm skills report

i'm stayin up again to rush on report.. and my beloved bro is nice enough to allow mi to do so while he'll spend another nite in my room.. but i guess he loves it as my room seems more comfy then his.. reason being, the other nite wen he slept in my room, he couldn't wake up on time.. my room is juz too comfy for restin compared to his.. ahahaaa !!

am more or less done wit the report.. though there's a need for another round of editing due to exceeding of page limit.. sumhow, it doesn't pays to be kind.. aniwae, i've done the compiling, editin and surveyin.. and my part of the report.. thanx guys for helpin mi wit the survey.. though one or two of u wan tings in return.. here it is.. *muackx* ahahaa !!! those who didn't ask for aniting in return, here's a bonus.. *hUgGieS* loLx !!!!

i tink i'm gettin myself involved in too mani tings.. 1st, school work.. then part-time job.. IMF [ttz if i get thru].. CYA [ttz oso if i get thru].. and probably the oct in-take for hip-hop.. and definitely spending time wit my dearie friends.. i wanna meet up wit siao siao !!!!! i've got soooo mani tingz i wanna tell ya !!!!

am gettin numb and sick of love.. we came to dis world wit nothin.. its onli wen we meet those ppl, we got sumting.. and wen they leave us, we're back to nothin.. we didn't lose aniting, did we..?

i'm seein myself leadin a life of school and work but nothin else.. get a life, u would tell mi to.. but i tink ttz the kind of life i should be leadin now, instead of gettin hurt again and again.. sumting i've alwas been askin u.. but i didn't get a reply.. but i guess i know wats the ans.. at least u didn't say it out to mi, so it wont hurt mi tt much.. a silent form of rejection wont hurt as much as a verbal rejection.. isn't it so..? i've no idea..

anione special in my life now..? its u perhaps.. or mayb juz no one else.. but i guess i mean nothin to u.. oh well..

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4:07 AM

http://EVELYN.HOH.youaremyfriend.com/

sweet eh.. my baby renes found it.. ahahaa !! though it is found and nt custom made, its the thought that counts.. am realli touched..

1st ting 1st tml mornin.. bcs lab.. though is 3hrs of lab.. at least its not gonna be as boring as term 1.. coz excel seems to be more interesting than dreamweaver to mi.. ahahaa !!

was browsing thru renes blog.. to her.. wen reminiscing old memories of past love is sweet yet hurtful.. readin thru old friendster testimonials made her devastated.. but to mi.. the recollection of old memories juz made mi smile and am realli glad it once happened.. though it would be great if it were to happen again..

was readin thru our past msn message log.. i juz couldn't help but kept smiling away.. and lookin at the pics we used to take.. the 2 special day at sentosa.. 27/12/04 and my birthday.. the stay over on my 16th birthday.. the new yr countdown on 31/12/04.. everi lil ting..

1st Lady: Never be replaced..
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You`ve made me thank God that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt, in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side

a veri meaningful song to me.. especially the verse above..

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11:57 PM

time check:4pm
venue: home

sch lasted for onli 1 and a half hour.. rht tutorial and ttz the end of the day.. was so tired and decided not to attend comm skills.. aniwae its not compulsory since i'm not presenting today..

do i realli have to tell u everiting in words..? i suppose u noe how i feel, dun u..?

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4:50 PM

sat:
workin at cine was rather boring.. though there's more customer at cine compared to bugis, it juz feels diff..

i triggered the security alarm wen i opened the shop n the securit guard came.. ahahaa !! the new gal; angeline came at 4.. jean claims that she's a lian-wanna-be.. but i tink she's fine..

from 7pm to 9pm was super duper ultra boring.. and the spot light in the shop was burin us like craz.. we had no choice but to stay in the shop.. but luckily its sat and there're guys to google at.. muahaahhaa.. and both of us juz kept gradin them.. xp.. butches were the candy of both our eyes.. xD

and i saw this gay couple.. i tink its rather rare to see gay couple in sg.. and they were holding hands wit their fingers crossed.. but i didn't get to see their face.. onli their backview..

rushed down to devils immediately the shuttle was closed.. tings went wrong wen i reached devils.. but luckily bryan was there for rescue.. and of all ppl to bump into on the dance floor, i met andrew; the one i met at dxo.. went to get the complimentary drink and i headed for home..

sun:
full shift alone at cine.. eng came to visit mi coz he was early for work.. at least i had sumone to chat wit.. kekex..

a malay couple came in, around their early 30s.. the lady got wateva she wanted.. and before they left, they chatted wit mi.. coz they like my hairstyle.. ahahahaa !!!!

this lady came into the shop wit her daughter.. den came in another "guy".. so i presume the "guy" is the daughter's bf.. but i was wrong.. wen they were at the cashier, the "guy" spoke to mi and its a gal.. "his" the daughter of the lady as well.. she's so open to accept her daughter as a butch.. though i love gays and lesbi, i doubt in future i can accept my kids being one.. ahahaa !!

oh.. i saw this pair of lesbian walked pass my shop around 10plus.. and the butch is soooo god-damn handsome.. i bet "he's" a hairstylist.. i lurve "his" hair.. they came into my shop not long after.. and i was like.. omg.. i dropped sumting on the floor and "he" picked it up for mi.. ahhh!!!!

eng came wen he got off frm work.. we said to go home together since we stay so near and we work so near each other.. ahahaa... num gave him 2 free shirt n a free scandal.. they'll give him free berms after he's confirm.. do a quick calculation, the free tings they gave him adds up to more then a hundred laRx.. they gave him a "Baby Inside" shirt.. nth special ritex.. but the two red words are referrin to mi.. BI !!!! ahahaa !!! and i told him i should wear the shirt instead of him.. loLx..

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12:27 AM

took a nap after school ydae till 8plus and i was soo late to head down to cine to collect key.. but still gotta head down no matter how late..

reached abt 9+ and jean was already there.. stayed there and chatted till shop close.. ahahaa.. the sisters and carol came after they closed their shop.. it was rather like a stuff gathering.. loLx.. we should ask jean to gather all her ex-stuff one day and we'll all bitch abt carol.. we'll definitely need more then a day.. loLx..

ahahaa !!! they all couldn't recognise mi as evelyn reason being i cut my hair.. loLx..

supposed to train a taitai today at work.. sounds so wrong ritex.. train a taitai.. isn't she suppose to be shoppin in taka wit all the LV, Burberry, Chanel, etc and goin for all her meni and pedi.. she claim that she wanna spend off her time.. one veri expectable ting to happen.. both carol and dis taitai will complain to jean abt one another.. loLx !!!

in the end i'll be trainin a new young ger.. Mmmm.. today is my 1st day at cine branch and jean wans mi to train new gal.. dadada..

oh yeah !!! eng got his job at num... meanin i'll have a fren who works at num and i can get all my discount !!!!! yippie.. and.. and.. and.. renes will find excuse to visit there more often.. loLx..

off to prepare for work..

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10:14 AM

okay.. i'm totally lag of sleep now.. onli managed to catch a tiny winy nap before helmie called mi to go for bcs lecture and bring him his notes.. and my two babies are still asleep wen i was attendin the boring lecture thanx to helmie..

i'm totally like a zombie now.. was sooo tired that i slept outside the LT bench.. and guess wats the most annoying ting to happen today.. our dearest geoffery tai did not even take a look at the report which we did.. wat the f.. i sacrifised my sleep to do the report and u did not even take a look at it.. *grrr*

and because of my sleepless nite, i wont be at devils tml.. but if ani of u guys need tix.. plz do continue to contact mi.. i'm hating those ppl who spend too much on WC and claim that they're not gonna party wit mi coz lost all their savings..

i'm still wonderin wy did u call tt nite..

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5:21 PM

time check: 4.52am
i've juz finished compiling the whole of intht report.. *yawn*

i managed to persuade my beloved bro to sleep in my room.. or else i wont know how am i gonna finish my work and compiled everiting together..

my darlin has gotten himself a new baby.. i guess we're gonna mia again for another yr.. ahahaa !!! will we meet up again in 1yrs time like we used to..? Mmmm..

i'm wondering wats ya tinkin of mi everi now and then..?

should i go and sleep..? or should i juz tahan till the sunrise and prepare for school..? loLx..

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4:57 AM

05/06/07- supposingly 3 lesson, i onli turned up for one.. though i was already in school by 11am.. went for meal at itas wit the other 2 baby and prepared my powerpoint slides at the same time.. yepx, last min work.. wanted to do it the nite before, but coz of the lil conversation, didn't feel like doin it..

script was written at 1.45 and presentation was at 2.00.. no rehearsing was done either.. screwed up for the presentation..?? Mmmm.. i guess it was alritex laRx.. steph said it was well done for a not prepared presentation.. and i was tinkin, so it would be even betta if i prepare... itx alritex.. wats over is over.. not point dwellin on it..

town wit both baby, but baby lim left to meet her darlin.. window shopping cum starbucks wit renes.. cam-whoring session as well in the ladies and starbucks..

i was tinkin of sms-sing u in the mornin, but am afraid ur reply would spoil my mood for presentaion.. so was tinkin of messagin u before my turn and i would probably get the reply after i've presented.. but i actualli forgot abt it.. wen i remembered to msg u, i got a call back wen i was in my shower.. i missed the call and by the time i msg u again, i guess u've visited Z-monster..

prove of cam-whoring session

suicide grp..? ahahaa !!

chalie angels..?

jun wei is standin behind mi.. not beside..

business wear..

without u by my side..

serious business..?

how to drink frm a straw that's bigger than my mouth..?

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8:37 AM

today's happening will be blogged tml at 8am.. =D

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11:57 PM

i've no idea wy did i actualli cry to sleep last nite..

and wy did i wake up wit my cheeks still wet.. did i cry in my sleep..?

presentation later..

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9:04 AM

comm skills presentation tml.. not much preparation done.. well, the most impt ting for mi tml is i must slow down wen speaking..

i dunno how i feel.. i dunno how u feel.. perhaps am juz feelin the way i felt wen u juz left mi.. no idea.. and i've no idea wat i'm talkin abt..

i juz hope i'll noe wat i'll be talkin abt tml..

stayin stagnant..

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11:19 PM

location: comp lab 7; bcs tutorial..

u guys aware that there's an adjustment to the cab fare startin from 10 july 2006.. the rise to the fare is sooooo horrible.. oh my goodness...

instead of startin at $2.40, its gonna start at $2.50.. peak hour surcharge increase by another dollar which will be $2.00.. there's oso a change in the rate as well.. imagine if u were to book a cab during peak hour.. startin fare=$2.50, peak hour charge=$2.00, booking charge=$3.00.. total cost before travellin= $7.50 !!!!!!!!! imgaine the moment u got into the cab and the meter actuali starts with $7.50... oh my goodness !!!!

okay.. wateva.. i should cut down on takin cabbys.. ahahaaa !!!

lesson is gettin boring..

i dunno wat should i do... i dun even noe wat am i tinking about.. perhaps i'm even thinkin of things which i shouldn't..? like wat i told eng, perhaps i shouldn't hold ani hopes.. if i were to hold hopes, i might get disappointed.. so i rather hold no hopes den to get disappointed..

you noe its u i'm refering to.. mayb u wanna act like nothings happening.. its fine.. or mayb u're leadin ur life which i should not be involved.. i'll then lead my own life as well..

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10:07 AM

oh well.. i've expressed wateva i wanted to.. though i'm not good at expressing myself wit words..

and i'm like super pai seh laRx.. though i've no idea how u're feeling towards mi now.. and hows ya doin wit ur life.. i juz dunno wat to do now.. mayb stay stagnant if there's nothin happening..

i dunno wat to do and tink now.. can sumone teach mi wat to do..?

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10:32 PM

worked on sun.. ahahaa !! haven been workin for 4mths and now back to work.. jean in need of ppl and i'm in need of cash.. ttz wy..

1st customer of the day was a biatch laRx.. she spent quite a lot though.. so nvm.. ahahaa !!! its quite nice workin back there again.. the screw of my watch came off, and eric offered to fixed it for mi.. thankiew.. =D

oh !!!!! rainbow street: christ.. *ahem* his my fav.. coz he's a ***.. cute.. he wanna hire part timer, i dun mind workin for him.. but not nice ah.. summore juz two shops away and its not as though jean treats mi badly.. so i offererd to help him search for part timer.. he's soo cute wen we were talkin abt kelson.. he said sumting like dis.. "she soo poor ting, tml mornin bookin in to cisco".. i was like.. ahhhh !!!! he's the type i'm havin fetish over !!!! loLx.. i haven met his partner though.. loLx..

okay.. i slept at 5am without noein it was tt late.. chatted wit eng.. shockin news received and unexpected tings heard.. dadada..

i set my alarm at 8 and woke up kx.. but ended up havin prob walkin.. been havin dis pain since last week but yet to visit mr doc.. the pain got worse dis mornin.. finalli visited mr doc. and i sprain sum dunno wat bone around mi hip area.. poor mi.. but those heartless ppl tinks tt i pon school.. boohoo ~!!!!

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3:27 PM

mos nite was alrite.. not superb.. company was great as usual.. but the music wasn't tt good afterall.. went in abt 2345.. great music started onli 3.30.. but i was rather drain by then.. so yepx.. was real tired..

got home abt 4 plus 5 and slept at 6.. woke up abt 9+ and went to TK..

OH MY GOODNESS !!!! BEST DISPLAY BAND OF THE YEAR: TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL !!!!!!!!

tk's performance wasn't realli superb.. that made mi worry after seein deyi's performance.. the feeling then was like.. ahhhhh !!!!! nervous.. i didn't noe tt being an alumni could be tt nervous.. wen waitin for the results.. omg.. my heart nearly stopped beatin manx.. the lag time the mc had wen announcin seems like an hr.. oh goodness.. but still.. WE WON !!!!!! 5TH CONSECUTIVE GOLD !!!! who can beat us manx !!!!

aniwae ttx abt band.. i can neva blog finish abt band if i were to go on and on.. well.. band comp is over.. i see that u're foreva busy wit the band and i can neva have a good chat wit u.. i wish tt u could actualli spare sometime for us to have a good chat.. i miss those time..

spent the whole nite tinkin abt past relationship.. did i realli forget abt u throughly and moved onto a new one..? or did i actualli misses u now and den.. i got the answer wen i remembered tt i actualli inform u abt my Os result before i called my bro.. and i actualli got jealous wen i noe there's soo mani galz around u.. how stupid of mi to get jealous.. since wen u dun have galz around u.. u're foreva so attractive.. jealousy isn't realli mi.. i didn't had to get jealous then wen there were soo mani galz around u coz i noe who meant the most to u.. but now, i dun hav a single idea..

those who noes u noe wat kind of person u are.. loyal, faithful etc to everiting.. obviously love is one of the ting.. and i wonder if i stil stands a place in ur heart.. i recently got to noe abt how u felt abt tt incident and i wonder how u're feelin abt it now.. i realli wish to.. i wish to bring it out and discuss abt it.. but, i dun have the courage to.. haix..

everione sees mi a a rather happy-go-lucky girl.. sumone who doesn't have problem gettin treats in clubs and noeing new guys.. gettin insane over cute guys.. ppl may even see mi as i'm aimin sumone cute or good lookin.. okay, tt mayb true if u read tings frm the surface coz i go ga-ga over cute guys.. but wat abt inside the book.. the content...? sorry to say, even renes tink tt i'm enjoyin my life wit all those guys around mi now.. but deep down inside, wat am i i feelin abt it..? have i already given up on love..?

since band comp is over, i hope tt there's time to chat..

once again, congrat to TKBAND for the 5th consecutive gold..
dare to say dis: once a champion, foreva a champion..
anoneh pakuke !!

off to prepare for work..

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10:55 AM