time check: 5.17am..85% done for rht muggin.. though kavan's paper wasn't of ani help.. =x but thanx laRs..
well, its the last paper.. and here comes my hols !!! though it'll be kinda occupied by imf.. and HOPEFULLY NOT sub paper.. though i've no confident for the other 3 paper..
gonna be another rushy day.. paper ends at 11.30 and i'm gonna rush back to TK.. though we've to stay back to get our comm skills summative test.. but i dun realli wish to collect it, as i dun wanna noe tt i'm gonna tk a sub paper even before my hols starts.. loLx.. from wat i've heard, TK's celebration ends at 10 plus 11.. wy cant they end later..?(tk-sians will curse mi).. and i dun tink i even have the time to visit tkps though these two schools are so near each other..
i hope to see mani mani mani ppl.. all those i've been missing LOADS !!!! AND I WANNA TAKE MANY MANY PICS WITH YOU PPL !!!! though babe is not gonna be there.. after which, lunch with girlies i hope.. ahahaa..
and suntec at 1645.. wateva communication session.. it betta not be boring.. and i HOPE for retail therapy in the evening.. tts all folks..
gonna catch a lil' nap.. =D..
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5:17 AM
intht paper didn't go well.. hais.. i tink i'm fated to tk sub paper laRs.. but i noe xiao k will accompany mi tk one rites.. muahahahaaa..
TM after paper and went window shoppin for a lil' while..
have been hopin to bump into u.. and wen i finalli bump into u, i wish tt i actualli didn't see u.. but.. oh well.. mood changed drastically after which, but tried veri hard not to show it.. yeps.. and i promised to try my veri best not to be sad.. =D
wo xiang ku dan shi ku bu chu lai
zui ai de ren shang wo zui shen
kiss goodbye
baby dui bu qi
wo hui hao hao guo
un break my heart
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2:03 AM
I CANT LIVE IF LIVING IS WITHOUT YOU
ZUI AI DE REN SHANG WO ZUI SHEN
WO XIANG KU DAN SHI KU BU CHU LAI
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7:27 PM
this is not like oh-so-fantastic.. but at least its nice.. =D 
"never judge a book by its cover.. this line is for u laRs, kavan.. thanks for tryin to make mi happy/not sad/smile/laugh.. thaNx =D
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12:57 AM
i dunno wats wrong wit mi laRs.. tinkin that econs paper is on tues and intht on wed when its actualli the other way round.. luckily rense' reminded mi !
dreamland till 12noon and muggin at tamp mart mac starts @ 2pm..
i tink i'm missin my straight long hair days.. ahahahaaaaaaa...
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12:17 AM
muggin session at cpf building's mac wit kavan till 9.30.. couple of chapters covered.. loLx..
result of muggin at home..
MAMA HOH IS HOME !!!! *misses* and she got mi some sheep placenta element facial cream (??).. bro sponsored her 600bucks for this shanghai trip.. and mama hoh gave us another heart attack by sayin there'll be a korea trip nxt yr.. bro says its my turn to sponsor... ahhhhh !!!! i rather sponsor this shanghai trip rather than korea... ahhhhhhh !!!!!!! nvm.. tts nxt yr.. lalalalalalalas ~!
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12:17 AM
realised i haven been blogging for quite a few days..? its actualli due to my beloved bro.. he's been down recently and havin relationship prob.. as his onli sis, i guess i should help him out.. and for the past few nites, i've been listenin to all his stories & all his analysis.. quite torturin though.. =x
1st paper stared on fri.. kinda screwed it.. wateva.. town wit renes' and steph and visited malvin for baby lim's navel piercin.. the process was funni.. ahahaa..
shopped around town and i saw him.. there's sumhow this fear within mi to talk to him.. atlast, we didn't even say hi.. well it hurts, after so long.. it still hurts deeply.. out of control, tears start to fill up my eyes and fall.. wat am i sad about..? him not sayin hi..? or am i still sad over the break-up..? i guess its both..
supper at 85 wit kavan and bro drove mi back.. sorry kavan.. xp
sat.. mugged till 4plus and bladdin session @ ecp in the evenin wit bro.. been ages since i last blade.. and stamina has dropped drastically.. dinner at marina parade and home sweet home..
NEW ROUTINE: BLADDING SESSION @ ECP EVERY WEEKEND
MAMA HOH IS COMING HOME TML(later) !!!!!!!!!!!!!
reminiscing our past..
1st indochine nite..
1st mos nite..
1st sentosa trip..
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2:47 AM
dream land frm 1plus am till 12noon.. muahahahaaa..
muggin session at mac wit renes'.. reminiscing those memories.. those muggin session before Os at the same old place..
i've installed my webcam.. muahahahaaa~! heres the result:
CAAS interview later at 1pm.. wish mi luck ~!
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3:47 AM
went for rht remedial.. and damn !! it was a wrong choice.. though Mr. Spongbob was in the lect theatre !!!! was sittin sooo near him.. i swear it wasn't on purpose.. but made a clever move after 45mins.. leave the lect theatre.. ahahaa
lunch at ITAS and headed down to town.. i bought 2 bags.. yippie !!!
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1:40 AM
specially dedicating dis to our beloved angel..
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we're still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
I miss you Big
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
Somebody tell me why
On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
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4:34 AM
tings went wrong at work.. shan't elaborate much on it though..
a shit load of work had to be done.. tts onli like 1/3 of it.. but luckily felicia chin lookalike; fiona, came to my rescue !!! aahahahaa *muacks.. i call her felicia chin lookalike, and my dearest jeannette name mi the fiona xie bust lookalike.. (x_X''')
and i bought these pretty lady boxers for myself.. i actualli bought 9 in total, and u should noe where's the other one.. xp
met may fen for dinner/supper.. and home sweet home..
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3:17 AM
nth much happened at work.. though i took a nap for abt 10mins.. luckily fatin was there.. =D
made a new discovery.. but i shall shut up for tt..
my beloved bro came to pick mi up from work.. so sweet of him eh.. ahahaa.. i guess he was nearby.. thats wy.. but still.. i love him !
baby tan found her (true) love.. not tt lil' boi though.. am happy for her.. she juz needs him to help her to move on (i guess so)..mama hoh goin shanghai in 4hrs time !! gonna miss ya.. but u shall enjoy ur trip.. we'll tk care of ourselves.. =D
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2:35 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY LIM !!!! =D
bdae celebration went well.. everiting goes as planned.. surprise for her and everiting.. dinner at seoul.. surprise at esplanade.. chill out at indo..
i'm enlisted for caas interview.. dunno to be happi nots.. loLx.. Mr. Spongebob didn't get in.. boo !!!
oh ! and we're goin for MASQUED !!! i hope tt Mr. Spongebob is goin.. kekes.. i saw him at the booth though.. =D
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2:55 AM
i've been like cabbin to school almost everidae.. bitch u evelyn for being sucha lazy bum..
aniwae, econs lect sux to the max.. i juz hates her.. the moment i stepped into the lecture theatre, she's like barkin everiwhere.. bitch.. and her revision lect didn't seem to be much useful.. waste my time onli..
aniwae, town wit renes', kenneth and johnathan[renes' fren].. kenneth left earlier leavin mi wit renes' and her fren.. seems like i'm a gooseberry.. went to starbucks for a drink and THEY ended up studyin..
johnathan was studyin amath.. WEE !!!! maths.. he's required to do amath in his course.. i'm like missin amath soooooooo much.. and i ended up coachin him amath.. wats more, i studied his lecture notes cos some topics we didn't learn for o'lvl.. conclsion by him, i should be a math tuition teacher.. ahahahaa !!! perhaps..?
papa hoh rocks may tiny winy socks.. loLx..
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2:00 AM
okay.. OB facts went to lala land with mi after lyin on the bed for 15mins..
was late for school dis mornin.. wats new aniwae.. [it would be new if i were to be stil in sec and pri sch].. wateva.. was so looking forward to OB lecture.. but was told that the lecture theatre will filled-up completely and there wasn't ani space left.. *sadden*
went for drink and back to sch round 12.30 to catch the fashion show @ design sch.. mentioning tt makes my blood boil.. its sooooo unfair !!!!!!!! i could have been there if i'm taller !!! aahhhhh !!!! and she's like soooo... eeeeke !!! wateva..
was sittin nearby LT 18 to wait for georgin and others to start on comm skills.. and i saw my Mr. Spongebob !!! he's havin lecture IN LT18.. and it happens tt nicole is sittin exactly outside LT 18.. so we decided to sit at where she is.. ahahahahhaaaa !!! WEEEEE !!!!! lalalallalalas~! fate seh~
I WENT FOR RHT LECTURE !!!!! muahahahaha.. i'm glad i went for it... soooooooooo mani tips.. *muacks*
CYA interview session was sooooo casual.. wonder how they're pickin the 60 out of 180..
girlfriend's hse till 12 mid-night.. i swear i'm not gonna go to someone's hse pass mid-night animore if i noe there's nt gonna be anione to send mi home..
I HATE IT !
i feel like uploading some pics..
u see mi oh-so-natural straight hair.. they are natural.. *be jealous steph ! xp
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4:47 AM
bcs tut at 9am and renes' called mi at 9am wen i was still aslp.. so we juz decided to giv it a miss and i went back to my oh-so-sweet dreamland.. all the way till 11.45.. =D
nearly a 12hr of slp.. =D lunch at home and to sch.. been like billion years since i had lunch at home before i go for sch.. wait.. i tink this is the 1st time in fact.. since wen did i eva had a chance to go sch in the afternoon.. =D
time check: 2.15amjuz completed my comm skills report.. i shall be good and start on my revision.. u guys have ani idea how much i soooooooo dun wanna take a sub paper.. firstly, the date for the sub-paper clashes with imf.. secondly, if u were to take a sub-paper, ur chances of entering the uni drops drastically.. =(
so for now, i shall hug my ob lect notes, go onto my bed and bring those facts into my brain.. though i've a feelin that i'll actualli bring them to dreamland in less than 30mins.. xp
i'm goin for rht lect tml !!! for the less than 5th time.. and oh ! i'm havin my cya interview tml.. wish mi luck.. =D
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2:18 AM
yeahy !!! for once i'm gonna slp before 12 mid-night.. =D
i saw mr spongebob today.. he wasn't suppose to be in sch coz he has no class.. but i still see him.. for the 1ST TIME in tp..
TPCYA interview on wed.. how i wish mine is on fri.. xp but cant.. or he'll need changes oso..? kekes..
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11:57 PM
2nd day of gems trainin was rather boring.. i would say its coz of my table's ppl.. =x oops..
gave baby lim mornin call and i called frm the moment i woke up, till i went for my shower.. continue callin after my shower, took the train.. and she onli woke up wen my train reached kallang mrt station.. number of attempts = 90++, total time taken 1hr 45mins..
i found out S' real name.. juz like mi, we dun hav our eng name registered.. but, i still managed to find tings out.. muahahhaaa.. JX !!! oh no! not tt hairstylist.. this one i wayyyyy cuter.. my mr. spongebob.. muahahahaaa !!! and wit his white glasses... C.U.T.E !!!! i wonder will i see him i school.. my 1st time seein him was 1st day of gems trainin though we've been in the same sch for abt 4mths.. Mmmm.. wateva.. i wonder he's in which sector.. i hope banquet ! kekex..
headed to marina wit baby lim and linette.. got myself a necklace and 2 pairs of ear rings.. den bugis V and got my initial necklace.. LOVE dennise.. =D
i'm gonna start my studyin soon.. REAL soon.. tml mayb..? i'll see..
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4:27 AM
gems training earlier now.. headed to suntec for nydc mudpie and cheesecake wit steph..
fireworks with renes' at esplanade.. i would say its B.E.A.U.TIFUL.. it the best compared to tues' and fri's.. especially the end.. how i wish u were there with mi.. hais..
aniwae, there were 3 cute guys in our class for the training.. =D that qy guy.. S and J.. cute cute cute !!!!! esp S laRs.. he is like sooooo cute !!!! wakakakakaax !!!
something's wrong wit eng tonite..
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12:59 AM
breakfast wit renes' at 8am and started muggin till econs tut start.. thats wat u call GUAI !!! =D
aniwae, totally screwed up bcs test.. and i made a super duper ultra discovery 15mins before the paper, the weightage of the paper is 25%.. it freak mi out totally..
rushed out to marina to meet alvin c.. didn't manage to get a realli good spot coz he wasn't feeling good.. so had to make do wit where we were.. and went back immediately after the show was over..
got a cab and sent him home.. muther farker taxi driver conned us... it cost mi a total of $23.40 from esplanade to kallang airport to tampines.. he's lucky tt i was too tired to remember his plate number..
ciaos~! gotta prepare for GEMS training..
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7:05 AM
I REALLY DONT WANNA TAKE BCS IN SEM 2 !!
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5:41 PM
i was hardworkin enough to go school for juz a two hour lect at 12noon.. though was pondering if i should drag myself out of bed.. but i did ! =D
time check 4.34am
another sleepless nite.. though there's no report due later.. but was suppose to be muggin for bcs test, but ended up doin surveys and watchin youtube.. DECIPLINE EVELYN !!!
hais.. wy does everione gets at least a 2nd chance but not mi..?
feelin so emo at this veri moment..
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4:33 AM
08/08/06
school was alrite.. headed down to marina to catch fireworks but was a lil’ late and missed 1st half of the show. wanted to catch “click” after fireworks but was unable to collect the tickets as it was 15mins left to the start of the show and according to their rules and regulations, phone booking tickets will be let off 30mins before start of the show..
ended up with no plans, and we decided to search for place to fill our stomach. headed to millennium walk but nth appeals to us.. saw derrick and his friends, managed to wish him happy b’dae personally.. one of his friends seems to be quite interesting.. xp
decided on suntec in the end and went to a japanese restaurant for dinner.. no where else for us to go and we juz chatted at the fountain of wealth till 1am and it was home sweet home..
09/08/06sales was wayyyy toooo bad... scaryyy.. nth much.. terence and andy didn't work today.. so nth can happen.. kekex..
oh yes ! lovely managed to get back with his gal.. i’m soo soo soo happy for him(them).. treasure her okay baby.. u can have mi in ur nxt life.. loLx !!!! that’s crap.. ahahaa..
are we really fated..? both my girlie have met u.. but not mi.. WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? why izzit that we can never meet coincidentally..? and baby lim claims that u look betta in person.. =D of courz u do.. xp
why izzit that i am always not given a second chance..?
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1:27 AM
dreamland till 2plus 3pm.. kekex.. but its still insufficient.. i need more slp !!!!
national library wit renes'.. dinner at swensen..
there's this cute guy at bugis village !!!! ah yong noes him !!!!!! ahhhhhh !!!!! so sad i dun work at bugis v that often animore.. or i would say i prefer the customers at cine.. Mmmm.. cine or bugis.. i tink cine betta.. i've got ways to noe him.. muahahaaa..
aniway.. am at the lowest point of love life now.. it ain't tt bad afterall.. juz tt there's isn't ani special someone to care for ya.. Mmmm...
steph has her baby..
renes' has her small boi.. xp
and mi..
i shall juz wait for the arrival of my prince charming..
i'll wait till u're mine..
*lurve
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2:03 AM
rht report: handed in
intHT report: handed
econs reoport: handed in
u see all those report above.. its was all due on fri !!!! and yeahy, i'm onli left wit one report on hand and exams.. finalli i can spare sometime for resting..
u see all the 1h07 restless face on fri mornin.. presentations did were rather restless.. i was talking no sense.. even during presentation.. half an hr of intHT test.. 24 of us spent 10mins on the test and 20mins sleeping.. literally sleepin, not restin..
after all handling in all the reports and finishin up all the presentation, headed to suntec for photo taking for imf.. oh yes !! baby lim is in for imf.. yeahy !! CONGRATS !! =D
seafood dinner at newton wit sisters.. ahahaa.. it was yummlicious.. =D
chilling at Indo wit babies..
i was soooo late for work.. goodness.. but jean's a great boss.. =D and due to the overly insufficient rest i had for the past two weeks, i choose not to work on sun for dis week..
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3:21 AM
its fri !!!!!!! after today...... RELAX !!!!
i didn't sleep again last nite.. all the reports are due today.. yeahy !!!
reached sch abt 8.30am.. tts like soooooo early.. actualli coz i got a lift frm my dearest bro.. =D 1st ride frm him... xp
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8:48 AM
i cant wait for fri to come mans !!!!! once fri is over, we're left with only 1 last report.. wooooohoooo~!
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2:57 AM
haven been bloggin for quite a number of days.. due to all the deadlines..
time check: 5 am..
my biological clock is totally hay-wired.. guess it started from last thurs.. excel frm thurs nite till fri mornin- sleepless nite.. by the time i complete my excel, it was time to prepare for sch.. and off i went..
presentation on fri.. bla bla bla.. town in the evenin to pass key to angel.. and ended up meetin alvin c. and gang for midnite movie; tokyo drift.. i cant comment much on the movie, cos i was aslp 3/4 of the time.. but the driftings were superb.. esp when they drift up the car park.. wosh ! movie till 3am, pool 6am, breakfast till 7am, and lala land at 8am..
sat: work at 12noon.. blahs.. work was alrites.. except that the new gal; wendy didn't help much by coming.. i dun feel a diff when she came and after she left.. oops.. and i broke the sales record at cine !!! muahahaa.. 1st was bugis and now is cine.. jeannette loves mi.. bleahs.. left shop abt 1am and slept at around 3..
was sooooo late for work on sun... ahahaa.. sorry jean ! but well, my sales was higher then average tt day despite openin the shop for onli mere 9hrs.. blahs..
monday.. Mmmm.. my eyes are like soooo swallon.. so i gave school a miss and guess wat time i woke up.. 7PM.. muahahahaaaa !!!! but now..
its 5.30am on tues mornin.. u see how hay-wired my biological clock is.. ahahaaa !!!!
my two loved ones are havin a hard time of their life.. esp lovely.. i've no idea wat happened to u guys.. but can u plz update mi a lil'.. i'm realli worried.. at least send mi a message or send mi a mail, will u..? and i wonder wat are u gonna do wit that "mark" on ur hand.. i wonder..
as for "cool".. sorry to say, mani of us expected this dae to come.. and we expect it this soon.. who wont aniwae..
so guys.. plz be strong.. u noe that i'm always here.. get back soon to mi.. i wanna noe hows tings are goin on..
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5:27 AM
