if i could paint,
i'd paint you,
if i could write,
i'd write your name,
im all alone now,
there's nobody to turn to,
come to think of it,
it's always you,
nobody has been there but you,
but where are you now,
calls not answers,
telegrams not replied,
i only wanted you all this while,
nothing else,
i hope you can see these tears,
tears that roll off my cheek whenever i think of you,
nothing can change that,
be god and change it,
but no matter how hard you try,
i'll stick with you forever.
Americas Top Model <3
5:42 PM
its new yr's eve.. less then 10hrs to 2007..and everione are bound to make the freaking 'new yr resolution'
i'm not gonna do it again this yr..
coz they neva seems to come thru,
and instead, they'll turn out the other way round..
so, fuck it with the 'wats ur new yr resolution'many ups and downs this year..though i dun seem to remember many of the ups..and all the downs are overly deeply intact in my heart..this yr's new yr eve didn't seems to start off well for mi..things pissed mi off at 1pm, early in the afternoon..oh well..at least am workin tonite..can drink and play all i wan..ain't gonna give much of a damn abt u..HAPPY NEW YEARS' EVE !!!!
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
4:07 PM
fri..went over to immune to slack..was wayyyy toooo bored..honey came over as a surprised though he said he wated to go home & sleep..he's my loveliest love..loves loves loves..sat..met up with flora and attended some MLM seminar..its OMG laRx..but the guys there are....wow laRx..all of an age of 20 to 23..drivin BM, Ferrari..and last but not least the DTT !!!!its my LOVE !!!!too bad the owner was there and i didn't dare to tk any photo of the car..too bad didn't remember cute guy's name..too mani ppl..vincent is charming though.. kekex..jimmy is realli hilarious..yu da & perry are realli wow..last but not least..zhi ming..he's driving skills..OMG OMG OMG !!!he way he speeds is sooo shuai..how i hope he can pick mi up and drive mi out more often.. heeZ..caught Death Note 2 with them after the seminar..and tts wen i got a ride frm zhi ming..-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
2:05 PM
away for a few days..
with wed & thurs in sch for proj meeting..
and thurs was the day we fear to come..
waited for phone call to come at 2pm,
but it came at 3 instead !!!
wat a scare..
but still its sunshine after rain..
HAPPY FOR BARNEY !!!
and i got cakes from chocz for celebration !!!
my favourite !!! benny aka barney..
my korkor, yixian, the lao wan tong.. kekex..
steph and pris came over for a drink..
and errmmm.. ya... loLx..
luckily clyde and peter came over to rescue.. loLx..
u noe wat i mean..
ahahaha..
al, alphis and alan came over too..
stay till pub closed anwent over to coffeeshop to chill..
while flora got help for the new yr prezzies..
done by al in 15mins, which flora might tk up to an hour.. xp
the one in shirt is al, about to finish another model..
he's the man.. loLx
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
4:18 PM
x'mas at immune was fun..
though it was oso work..
but immune ppl are a great butch of ppl to spend ur festive season with..
loves loves loves..
smoking barney aka benny..
ji and gang came over too..
one big grp of fun ppl..
hubby came over too..
if u guys did notice in the photo..
but idiotic baby, got no prezzie for mi..
both capricons are the same..
asshole bro oso got mi no prezzie..
x'mas day itself was spent at "home"..
"home" sweet "home".. heeZ..
whole day cuddling with baby & sleeping in his arms..
loves loves loves..
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
2:48 PM
weddin dinner at four season was okayy..
juz tt i had to help mummy tk all the red wine and champian offered by her colleagues..
over to immune..
exchanged prezzies with sistas and yixian..
mickey pillow and towel from hui hui..
yellow pig from terence's fren..
piglet from rui qi..
big pig from christ..
necklace 1 from yixian & jacye
ear-ring 1 from flora
necklace 2 & ear ring 2 from wei ling
esprit towel from kenny korkor.. =D
thats all for the prezzies from immune ppl..
loves loves..
update soon abt other things on x'mas
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
2:58 AM
was realli happy with the ppl tt appeared on fri nite.. thanx loads..i'm seein how much baby loves and protects mi..those gals; be jealous..stay over at baby's again..but he slept like a log and dun even noe i left..its x'mas eve..but its gonna be a total diff one frm the previous yrs..no more squeezin at orchard..4 season hotel tonite..followed by parrty at immune till 5am.. yeah !!
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !!!
Americas Top Model <3
5:59 PM
high high high fever..
but thank God i got my beloved lovely bro..
loves loves loves !!!
and i noe i realli got the loveliest hubby..
more than anione-aniting else..
though mani words are being said..
i'm still gonna stand firm on my decision and thoughts..
loves loves loves !!!
and sorry bitach..
if u tink all the kpkb and condeming mi makes u happy,
go ahead..
in the end, u're the one at loose..
afterall, u're losing almost everiting one..
oops, i'm gonna be the happy one..
muahahahhaaaa..
this is mr andy..
this is mr vance..
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
6:24 AM
okay, as promised;
a detailed entry..
last fri was rather haetic..
fnb paper in the mornin..
followed by manicure in town with baby lim..
met up with band clique in the evenin for tk's annual band concert..
a lil surprise by the conductors..
and sorry to say, out of 3 emcees, 2 of them did a rather bad job..
oops..
no idea if they realli did a bad job,
or was it due to mi learnin abt presentation..
2002 best drum major
pretty flowers for someone special.. =D
the conductor..
the three emcees..
the conductor whom i kinda missed..
dun ask mi wats wrong with mi..
i juz missed him.. =D
rushed over to immune but was kinda late...
daddy benny tried to make mi happy..
thanx pap !!
got drunk purposely for some reason;
it was then tt i realised some things..
love you baby !!!
saturday was ultimately busy..
baby drank a lil' too much and it was my turn to tk care of him.. =D
stayed over till the nxt nite and it was home sweet home..
mon..
stoned a lil' at home and over to immune..
all the way till 7am coz tings happened..
full force of 6..
tues..
went over to band clique's bbq..
but didn't stay for long..
suppose to meet baby lim in town for dxo
but realli couldn't tk it and went home instead..
baby is the sweetest guy i've eva met..
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
4:25 PM
internet connection has been down for the past one week..
that explains wy i mia-ed..
mani tings happened too..
brief entry for the moment..
15/12: tkband concert @ vch..
followed by work..
got drunk purposely for some reason..
16/12: work again..
and it was bloody busy..
stayed over at honey's hse..
17/12: stayed "home" and slept till 4pm.. xp
18/12: over to immune to chill..
till 7am on 19/12.. detailed entry should be up hopefully before x'mas..or else after..
heeZ..-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
9:55 AM
lost 5kg effortlessly in one day.. didn't realised love can realli realli affect someone soo much..finally i can concentrate on studyin..because is my hubby is the greatest guy in the world..loves loves loves !!!OH OH !!!!!!forgot to mention this..was with benny on sat mornin, 5am;and was on our way home after supperwhen we saw xiaxue, the blogger..benny said something and i almost puked out the few spoons of noodles i had..-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
1:23 PM
things happened since fri..
lead on till today before it was solved..
i cant help it but to tink so much..
no idea wat got into mi..
but i juz cant control..
luckily there're many ppl who care..
most importantly renes'..
thanx for being there..
not forgettin ppl at immune..
benny, eric, ji, and kinda surprisingly, beerboi..
realli thanx loads ppl..
but sunshines after rain..
everiting is fine now..
loves !!
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
11:16 PM
I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE YOU !!-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
11:16 AM
fri..
school for 1.5hrs juz to hand in marketin assignment..
yes, the assignment which drove mi crazy is over..
i had to dress like this to school on fri simply because;
1) i was too lazy to do my hair..
2) so i can catch a few naps during tut; which works ! blahs~!
homed at 11am and zone-out immediately..
received a call frm honey at 2 tt he fell sick..
rushed over to jurong immediately..
and wen i say rush; i dun even have a single bit of makeup on..
okay.. thurs nite wasn't totally honey's fault...
all blame to starhub..
but u're at fault too, love..
i still love you though..
i'm sorry i got jealous;
but its coz i care.. and
i love you..
dun u gals love to wear ur hubby's over-sized shirt/jersey.. xp
replenished my sleep till 5am and companied honey to work..
tings can happen realli veri coincidentally..
ex VS current..
loLx..
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
7:49 AM
marketing drove mi crazy..YOU, the asshole bastard drove mi even more crazy..-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
6:26 AM
its bloody 5am..and u're still uncontactable..i sooo feel like cryin now..but tears dun seems to flow..sad love songs ain't helpin either..can someone tell tell wy..fuck it !-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
5:16 AM
slept realli early last nite..was a lil' piss though..last day of arts-drama..ended of with a play frm each grp.. i'll miss paul.. =DOH OH !!!u guys tink tt my hubby and i has the greatest height difference..?den u are soooooo wrong...nicole frm my arts class is even more vertically challenged den mi.. and her bf is 2.2m tall..YES.. bloody 2.2m..like wtf !!more then half a metre difference..try to picture it !!!realli a giant and a dwarf..-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
12:32 AM
left hse wen hubby called with a "hi baby"sounds and feels great somehow.. =Dnth special abt the day cept for leadership tut..was gettin remarks abt the proposal..and a sample ans was read out..
personalisin part of the report,this particualar student mention abt his/her band master, Mr Siao..how coincidental eh..somehow or another,i felt that the describtion and the leadership skills tt was mention,describes totally how Mr Siao was realli like..how he had guided us..he's charismatic leadership and blahs ~!okay i miss those times.. but i ain't gonna make this another band memory entry..so.........-thats all !
Americas Top Model <3
11:48 PM
time check: 4.45am..day started off with comm skills role play..nth much..fnb tutorial tempted steph & i over to sakae sushi for salmon sashimi..and i got another pair of pumps from CS.. yeah !!!!another 15mins and hubby is gettin up..i'll wake him up before headin to bed..ain't gonna care abt the naggin though.. =xrealisd there're a couple of ppl i realli wanna meet up with..py, lux and spens.. these 3 are on the top of the list..none the less.. lawrence..the weekly routine.. kekex..-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
4:46 AM
cabbed to school..
stayed less den half an hour and left for home..
lunched with mum at tm and went supermarketin..
ideas for x'mas prezzies are all here.. =D
wy are guys all the same..
bf(s) in precise..
wen we say wanna wait till they got home frm work,
they'll juz buzz us to sleep..
idiots..
dun whine if we dun wait for u knock off the nxt time..
but i tink i'll still wait for hubby to knock off..
coz i loves him sooo..
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
3:14 AM
got realli realli drunk last nite..
due to the fact tt haven been drinkin for 2 weeks consecutively..
and all the martells and chivas last nite realli brought mi somewhere..
luckily hubby was there to tk care of mi..
was soo soo soo afraid he would be angry with mi..
but he didn't..
simple reason: "cause u're my baby"
loves loves loves !!!
but my hubby is the laziest pig i've eva met..
blahs ~!
OH OH !!
guess i forgot to mention..
yixian's ROM is on the 16th !!!
same day as renes' hubby's book in day.. loLx..
i'll be there, korkor !!!
-thats all
Americas Top Model <3
9:02 PM
continued........
but while walking..
i'd made several attempts to captures pics of us both..
but this is wat i get..
simply due to the fact of our height difference..
okay, i'm short..
NO ! he's ways too tall laRs..
as u can see..
i dun even reaches he's shoulder laRs..
okay, wateva !!!
i still love him despite the height difference.. and age..
blahs ~!
backed to immune to work last nite after 2 weeks of mia..
somehow, i realli do miss yixian and eric..
benny a lil' too.. ahahhaaa..
however, alcohol lvl' did drop a lil' too..
blahs~!
workin again tonite..
so no dxo for mi..
sorry gals..
-thats all..
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